i touched myself without permission a few days ago and sir’s making me go a week without orgasms and only touching myself with his permission… i also get daily punishments to keep me constantly horny.

but last night i got so desperate i touched myself anyway. i tried to edge, but it ended up becoming a ruined orgasm… which felt terrible but is the least of what i deserve. sir doesn’t know i touched myself and even praised me after i took my punishment today well. i feel terrible breaking his rules but i don’t want to disapoint him further.

i would like you to give me ideas for punishing myself, as painful as you want without permanent damage, so i can treat my greedy disobedient pussy and clit the way they deserve. thank you :(