So I was getting make up for the first time and I was expected to feel at least some sort of happiness but all I felt was anxiety and and my awkwardness and dysphoria. It also didn’t help that my mom was mad at me because I wasn’t being very helpful when picking out make up when I knew NOTHING about it. So when I got home I was texting my friend about what happened and she said and I quote, “Well, im no therapist Lynn, (My name) but from what it seems is that you dont really want to be a girl, you see signs of dysphoria usually, but whenever i saw you I got no signs, being transgender is usually a big decision that takes years to decide” and when she said that I started crying my eyes out and I don’t know why and I never do this but I told her to stop talking. I talked to my trans friend ,f to m, and he said that it wasn’t ok for her to say that and and I agree but I’m not sure that my friend was right or night. Ever since she’s said that I’ve had more dysphoria than I’ve ever had and I’m really not sure if I feminine anymore. I’m really scared and worried because I’ve already came out to my mom and I don’t wanna be like “Oop sorry just a phase.” I really need help

P.S. I do identify as a female