It burns within us both, doesn't it? The feeling deep within us. That passion that we try to keep controlled and hidden from the world. That desire.... The desire to make you grow. Enlarge. Fatten. Grow heavy and bulbous. Just the thought of it makes our hearts beat harder. In your case, the heavy beats reminds you how it will feel once you have hit hundreds of pounds in excess weight. So let's just give into what we want. Let's give you what you really seek... Surrendering to the desire. We know how it will end, though don't we? As you decent further into the hedonism... As the desire replaces all other thoughts. Glorious fat, soft rolls, waves of flesh. Your breathing becomes more labored and your heart beats harder just thinking about eating more. You can't stop though. Just the fleeting thought of more EVERYTHING drives you wild.