And now I live in an apartment (hey, at least the welfare system kinda helped), every job I find pays more than I'm allowed to make and still keep my benefits. I'm able to work, but only kind of. The brain injury mostly affected me mentally.

I always had a problem with focus (I'm fairly sure I have undiagnosed ADD), and now it's just SO much worse. I just wish I held out on the lawsuit, maybe I would have made at least a little more. They have so much money, and they ruined my life.

Well, not ruined, I have to look at everything positively (lest I be lost(er than I already am)). So, not ruined, but changed... in a really fucked up way =/ and they couldn't even compensate with material happiness. The closest thing to actual happiness I will find (I think, but I can hope I'll find at least complacence).

I'm not actually hating on FedEx, and I can't imagine what it feels like to almost kill somebody, and I'm not blaming the company per se. But every time I vent my frustration with FedEx, somebody always has a negative story about them too! So, this is more of a rant of deep regret than anything. But because I'm mad, and because THEY FUCKING RUI-- no, FUCKING CHANGED MY LIFE, made it so hard and annoying and lonely,

so

FUCK FEDEX!!