I’ve been into this since I was in middle school, though I never started to gain until after high school, I started taking Testosterone and now 2 and a half years later I’m a full fledged fat addict.

The problem is when I become unhorny my brain gets guilty and I delete all my stuff, but within the past month the “clarity” moments have been disappearing and I find it incredibly hot.

1. I used to be into this about once every few months, I’d gain for a bit, get unhorny, delete everything, and eat healthy. Then it became a once a month activity, but within the past month it’s gone from that to every weekend, and this past week it’s all I’ve been able to think about.

2. My first year on T I didn’t get T hunger, but now if I haven’t stuffed myself and had snacks my stomach hurts until I stuff, which I’ll admit is a bit annoying but also super fucking hottt.

3. My body has changed due to my yo-yo dieting and also habits I’ve picked up in the past few months. I have a prominent double chin, I’ve grown a beer gut and outgrown my work pants, my thighs rub when I walk and sit down, by butts become huge (which makes me want to sit even more), and I’ve stopped caring so much about my grooming and hygiene, I shower every two days, I shave my face once a week, my hairs grown out a lot, and I’ve developed some deep lines under my eyes and by my nose because of my face fat.

4. I have wet dreams about becoming a slob, which is as great as it sounds lmao.