Hey guys,

This is an update to my original post from December here! Wow it has been a long time! I am so sorry for taking so long to write an update.

My original plan was to cultivate a small group of dominants to help me administer the various, and often contradictory replies I was receiving.

However, one user and I connected very well, and he indicated a strong interest in administering the process solo, which brings us to day.

The deal was simple, we sat down (online) and discussed the root cause of my issues, my current unhappiness, and my need for attention. We discussed a lot of topics which trigger me or have caused me years of self-loathing, pain, and depression.

I then agreed to hand complete control of those areas over to him, consensually, on the basis that after 26 years I have never been able to make myself happy being in control, so why not let somebody else take control.

The main areas he has chosen to focus his attention on are:

• Orgasm Control
• Reduction
• Financial Control and Management
• Food & Diet Control and Enforcement
• Social/Lifestyle

He has identified that I have been too hard on myself and my body for several years, and he posed me the question - Has anything that I have actually done while 'managing' myself left me happy and fulfilled? Was obsessing over my diet, exercise, and health regimes paying dividends at all?

Was I a competent person, or should I hand over my authority over my own body and lifestyle to him?

So we agreed a contract, and a financial incentive for him to spend the amount of time necessary to handle this properly.

We originally agreed valentines day as the 'review' date for this arrangement, but we extended it by a month after the first 6 weeks as we had longer term plans for where we wanted to end up.

I am not sure how much detail the readers of this would like, as it is hard to easily give a blow-by-blow account of almost 3 months worth of lifestyle changes, physical changes, and the like. Suffice to say, we took a lot of inspiration from the general 'mood' of people who had posted - most people wanted to see a physical change where I would become 'curvier' and have the complete opposite relationship with food to my previous one.