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Hey! Ive been living according to rules you guys here set up for me for almost two weeks now and I wanted to give you all an update on how its going. You can find the post with my rules here. New rules or suggestions for changes, or just conversations are always welcome!
My days have definitely changed a lot since I started. Porn has become a much bigger part of my day, starting with the thirty minutes right after waking up and ending the day with the same amount, and with at least 3 hours of porn each day its getting to the point where I watch more porn than netflix or youtube. Added to that an edge every two hours makes me feel like a horny mess all the time. Most times I can plan accordingly and dont have to interrupt my day too much, but sometimes, especially when Im out with friends I had to excuse myself to go to the bathroom to get an edge out. I had two orgasms since I started, one was yesterday, Sunday evening and the other was last tuesday. Before the rules, I used to have at least one every day, so that was a very harsh reduction and I feel pent up all the time now.
No underwear is something I have gotten used to, the only time when it gets really annoying is when I work out because I cant wear a sports bra either. At home when Im alone Im naked anyway and for the few times I had conference calls I just put on a loose shirt so that was fairly easy. I was clothes shopping for a few skirts too, I dont have too many yet but its a start and Im sure the more I wear them the more Ill expand my collection too. Skirts with no underwear make me feel very vulnerable when Im out though, especially at bars or in restaurants.
My diet has changed too, with only salt and sugar as seasoning it has become a lot more bland, but i cant eat much fancy stuff anyway because that would blow my budget up so its been most rice or pasta with canned veggies for now. That did make it harder to put food in my ass before I ate but whenever I could I did so and while I think I couldnt actually taste it much, just the knowledge of where it was made it more disgusting.
Disgusting is also a good word for the toilet rules, so if youre not into that stuff, just skip this paragraph. Flushing once a day wasnt too bad at first, but on days when I had to go more often it quickly smelled really gross in my bathroom. I also have to use my toilet water for my toothbrush, so I mostly tried to do that in the morning before I went and in the evening after I flushed, since I usually used my one flush right before going to sleep. Still, its really gross to do that, but I cant deny that it turns me on too and I also feel like Im slowly conditioning myself to get turned on by the smell to.
Sleeping plugged is slowly getting easier, but since the only "edge-free" time I get is from midnight to 6AM I am usually tired enough to fall asleep easily. I also dont know if any neighbours or other people have seen me since I started because I cant close the blinds, and the knowledge that I might have been seen or watched gets me horny quickly too.
I do hope you like this update, if you want any more specifics, feel free to send me a message or leave a comment. Generally, the more I know you guys like it, the more motivated I am to continue, I gotta admit that I am an attention whore..
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