Being humiliated and used as a free use slut is what I deserve.

The other day I messaged one of the guys that I'd fucked before who likes to destroy my ass. He told me to be on my knees ass out on my bed, blindfolded with my toys next to me for when he came over. I also set up my camera as he said I could film in the corner.

I heard the door open after about 10mins of waiting and was using my vibe at the time. As I heard the door I out the vibe next to me in it's place and blindfold down and as up as requested. This is when the anxiety set in as I said he had free use and could do whatever he wanted - he'd mentioned he wanted to fist my ass.

He came to my room quietly and slapped my ass which took me by surprise, he moved my thong out of the way and started to lick my ass and bit me a few times.

As he moved away he I could hear him undoing his trousers and then he smacked my ass with his belt and made me thank him for it. And then a few more times which was stinging so much but made me say 'thank you sir' each time. He then told me to take my thong off. This is now where I started to get scared because he had said how much he wanted to fuck my ass dry without any lube and make it hurt - and he wasn't joking. He stuck his dick in fairly quickly and I was crying out in pain already, he was bit by bit getting further in with each thrust and it got to a point it hurt so much I moved away from him - big mistake. He smacked me and asked me wtf I was doing and I apologised profusely. He didn't care and took my ass again and this time went full in and as I tried to move away he kept following and pinned me down into the bed fucking my ass. I remember the pain and feeling my ass fucking hurt. He fucked me like this for a while and kept repeating he wants to make me hurt in which I kept thanking him for. Eventually he told me to turn over to which I obliged.

Next to me I'd laid out a selection of toys - canes, dildo, vibrator, rope, cuffs, plug. As I turned over I could hear myself breathing but he did nothing for a while. I still was blindfolded and could see or hear anything and began to relax but shake at the same time. Suddenly a thwack from the cane came straight to my pussy and I closed my legs and pulled back until I quickly got yelled at to open my legs again. He insisted I start playing with my pussy which I did and a few more strikes of the cane came to my inner thighs and then my pussy which made me pull my hand away. One more final hit to my pussy and then quickly followed by him sticking his dick dry in my ass again - although this time it had already been a bit stretched out and my pussy juices lubed it slightly.

He fucked my ass for a while and chocked me until I thought I was going to pass out - the full thrusts really hurt and I wasn't sure how much more I could take at which point he switched to fucking my pussy. Eventually he pulled out and quickly began to what I think was finger my ass, i could tell he was trying to get his whole fist in and I was trying to squirm away but he just followed - it turns out he got 4 fingers knuckle deep (I asked after) and I apologised for disappointing him. He fucked my ass again whilst spitting on my face and fingerings my pussy.

I ended up on my knees quickly after sucking my ass off his dick and deep throating it. He was forcing himself balls deep and the first time I pushed away and was slapped. He made me go again and hold it and all of my drool was dmgoing down me as he held my head into his dick and I choked.

After fucking my throat I got back on to the bed on my back and he drilled my fucking ass. He used one of the dildo and shoved it in my pussy and asked me if I wanted him to cum. I begged him to cum in my ass and he continued to fuck it hard. By this point I was in agony, crying and wanting it to be over. He shoved the vibrator down my throat as he plowed my ass and then made me beg and beg for his cum. He eventually came in my ass and slowed down and made sure to be balls deep. As he pulled out he told me not to move, he got changed and said I couldn't remove my blindfild until after he'd left. I stayed there shaking, cum in my ass, hearing him around me, I was trying to not relax as I couldn't know what to expect. He slapped my ass with his belt once more. Collected his stuff, spat on me and headed out. I waited until I could hear he was downstairs to remove my blindfold and look at myself. My thighs had clear bulging red marks from the cane. I checked to see if my ass was bleeding with how much it hurt but it wasnt.

I grabbed the camera and stopped filming and took a picture of my ass and face. I quickly grabbed the plug (he had left by now) and plugged the cum into my ass. Grabbed the vibrator and made myself cum pretty quickly too - after all he came to fuck me and I was serving him.

It was incredible - and I hope for many more occasions like this. Ill likely try fight back more and resist as that follows up eith harder punishments and fucking.

Note - we had ore agreed limits and safe words and were both consenting to it all.

Fuck this made me so wet just writing it out.