It's only been 3 days since I decided to take the plunge from being a long time lurker on reddit, to taking the next step, embracing who I am and actually starting to interact with others online. I truly wish I could tell everyone the amazing and oh so very horny journey I've been on in such a short time and what it has done to me as a complete newbie. However, I feel such stories are best saved for those who truly want to hear it.

However there is one story I absolutely have to tell from only yesterday!

I was told no touching and absolutely no cumming! Apparently subs need to give and receive pleasure in ways I was not doing. I needed to be trained... and the best way to make sure that the training sunk in was to avoid unecassary actions. The only exception to the no touching rule is when I'm allowed a 30 minute edging session each day.

I mentioned how I was a lurker before with no previous interactions with others. In other words, I was a daily jerker for years... you can imagine then the shock to my body of not being allowed jerk freely! For the first time, being commanded overpowered my will to jerk!

Well that brings me on to yesterday... I realised just because I can't touch or cum doesn't mean I can't have pleasure! I'm not a stranger to hands free orgasms when super horny and getting pleasure from kegel exercises...

So I decided, as posting and asking for interactions so far has gone so well, why don't I ask people to make me throb... well fuck me did I throb... and leak!

Being fed pictures, teased relentlessly and being allowed to speak my horny mind made me realise something. I thought I was being selfish asking people to tease me for my pleasure... it took me a while to realise, I was also teasing them... I was their sissy, their sub, their toy...

I'm submissive... I've never been in a position of sexual control... but when suddenly I get told I'm turning people on and they are close... I couldn't help but tell them to cum! To cum for both of us! My first ever sexual command and the first time I actually made someone else orgasm!

And now I'm here... I don't know what you would call such a kink as this is literally a day old for me but I love it when I make people climax through teasing me.

Sorry for the long post but hopefully if you've made it this far... hopefully you know what I want. I want you to tease me, feed me... quite frankly I'm still new and discovering the different ways people can interact in this space! I want this so bad... but now I also want you to get pleasure from it, all the way to climax!

It's the weekend and I'm free for a long time, early into the morning ;) This could be a 1 night kinky interaction for you but for me, I'm here for the long haul so also happy if you want something that lasts. If you don't read this immediately after I post... don't be afraid to message later. Right now, I'm addicted. I'm from the UK, and a night owl (I thought I'd mention in case, like me, you wonder if people ignore you or just aren't about). I will most likely be on every single night (and still a lot in the day) for... ever? (I've been lurking for 10 years so...). But also, if you want a different kind of interaction with me, I'm also completely open to new and different things :) Feel free to read my previous post "31 UK [M4A] Sissy looking for fun" for more details on this, but also feel free to dm me and ask any questions at all relating to anything.

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Kinks (still discovering!):

JOI, CEI, sissification, mommy/daddy kink, cock worship, trans, cum play, facials, femdom, hypno, gooning, edging, cuckold, praise kink, soft domme, grool eating, porn (audio/visual), light humiliation, gloryholes

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