Only been doing this for two months, been trying my best — and god damn, a lot of my earlier promos or videos are QUESTIONABLE. Especially the blur that I did on my face — rn I decided that I'll only hide the bottom half of the face

Now the weird blur promos are ± unusable

My previous face mask looked shitty, I used it a lot on tiktok — and now I deleted all the vids with it because it looked too DIY and too unappealing

And the struggles with lighting. So often it's either too dark or too sunny, and those mistakes are hard to edit

Those growing pains are something else

I'm trying my best to keep up the consistency despite the cringe

Like god damn I have to constantly progress — and constantly find out in what ways I was fucking up

Anyways, at least now my profiles don't look like ass. At least I think so! Well, learning is very humbling