That was it. I have no one else to tell. I used to write fanfiction in my language, but stopped more than 15 years ago after a car crash. Then I wrote some original fiction, but stopped when my mom passed away 8 years ago. I just couldn't make myself write anything at all.

I wanted to read smut for a rare pair, and it didn't exist, so I tried to do it and I have written 3k words of a first chapter. For me, that is a lot, specially in another language. I am sure it's full of grammatical error and mistakes, but I don't know, I kinda feel accomplished. Just have no one else to tell, so there you have. I am sure you will understand.