I am an 18 year old who has been looking everywhere for a mother figure since I was a little girl as abuse and neglect at home rendered me as essentially an emotional orphan. As a result of my looking, I have had some very painful experiences and found out the world is not a very nice place. Its always been my dream to find my mom out there before I turned 18, and I thought I did. I thought I found the mom thats been out there waiting for me, that Ive dreamed of, but then she abandoned me and I dont know if and when she will come back. That 18th birthday party has come and passed and I found myself empty handed and alone like a puppy someone decided to leave at the side of the road. Im not entirely sure what to expect here from this attempt at reaching out to the world... but I will share who I am and what I am looking for specifically.

Personality at a glance ♡ Im kind, gentle and loving, and extremely non-judgemental

♡I write, mainly poetry, I like making art, I enjoy cooking, soft animated movies, listening to music and being with my friends and loved ones including my cat

♡My favorite colour is blue

♡My main love languages are touch, quality time and gifts

♡ I love animals

♡I am an A level student

I am looking for an older woman than me for a long term loving commitment to having a daughter figure. Things I would be interested in are, for now, an online based relationship that would become physical as I get older and have the freedom to do so. We would do things like bake together, go on walks, cuddle and watch movies when we can be physical. Daily contact means a lot to me even if its a few minutes and I majorly prefer whatsapp because its what I use most. I am looking for genuine love. I will be very forthcoming with personal information once you like and can provide the type of relationship im looking for!

My ideal age range is maybe not too old, so 30s and early 40s but I can be open. This is because I developed this type of relationship before with an older woman who passed away, and it left me heartbroken. I understand that Im likely to live through your death even if you fall into my ideal age range, but it makes me feel safer knowing i have a good bit of time left with you.

If you read all this... send me a private message on reddit here. Im excited for what can happen!