I have a FFF Dilemma!

My annual subscription renews in the Fall, I’m locked into $200 so it comes to $220 with tax. I’ve been a subscriber for 5 years now which is hard to believe lol.

However, I recently moved to an area that has ample K Beauty shops and they have so many things I want to try. I’m trying to budget and be less of a consumer these days so I’m just wondering if it’s possible I only spend $55 a quarter at these places plus whatever I’d normally buy outside of fff(not much tbh) Oftentimes I get things I really don’t need from FFF or end up having a small stockpile which I don’t particularly mind. Plus I love trying new stuff.

Before FFF I mostly was a drug store/dollar tree make up girlie and still am to an extent cause I just don’t think luxury skincare/make up is particularly worth it for me unless at a steep discount so here we are 😂 Then if I resubscribe, its gonna be the extra $20 which isn’t the worst thing in the world but yeah..

Any opinions here? I don’t know what to do with my life. Also I do realize there are Kbeauty brands on FFF but it’s not like the stores by me.

Silly I know but wanted to see if anyone else was in this spot ever over this beloved subscription!