Obvious throwaway and first time posting here.

One of my hot ginger friends appeared to accidentally post a Facebook picture of her in a completely see-through lingerie as a old fashion pin up girl. I've had the hots for this woman for years. Even before I met my wife, who I love.

I also have a fetish for those old fashion women's hair style, looks and curves. What's worse, my wife is not interested in dressing up like that (don't know why, I never pushed it). So when I saw it, I immediately sprung up and opened up a picture in the album to get a good look at her and my kids walked in my room right behind me.

Out of shock I went back a page and minimized the browser. They were hungry, so I gave them a snack and sent them back to sleep. Only when I returned my wife asked me if the internet was slow as she could not get on Facebook through her computer. I looked it up on her laptop and told her the internet was fine but facebook went down. . .

You can tell where this story is heading. . .

I am now sitting at my desk in disbelief. About ready to pull out my damn hair at my shitty luck. I want to "bate" but, I know it will not be any good and will only frustrate me.

Pathetic?

Yup.

That's whats describing me right now.

Fuck. My. Life.