Hopefully I'm in the correct sub Also this may be disjointed

I'm 50 currently living in Florida, I work remotely as a copywriter. Over the course of the last few years and relationships I've found myself gravitating to a submissive role as it pertains to decision making, chores, errands, cleaning, shopping, cooking and the like. This followed itself into the bedroom.

I've always been a pleaser from my earliest sexual memories I sought to give myself in order to please someone else.

Backtracking I discovered a pencanche for dressing in female clothes around 2000, starting with a simple thong of a gf. Shopping trips online purchases I soon had several pairs then dresses skirts hose garters onto heels wigs etc

As I write this today I fully consider myself submissive beta sissy - dressed in boy or androgynous clothes in public more often than not, meanwhile a thong is my only undergarment if I wear one.

I discovered chastity approximately 5 or 6 years ago and currently locked on consecutive day 326.

Trying not to make this overtly sexual

So back to the domestic house beta I truly enjoy pampering my partner Attending to her desires wishes asks and orders Completions of a task is reward in and if itself as I know it pleases her Worship of her is honestly what was instilled in me as a child (thanks Mom) woman are in a pedestal

Sooooooo How do I go about finding a like minded partner? One that wants nay needs to be in charge Who finds alpha men either a put off or idk insert moniker here. I've posted on dating apps w/I fully using the acronym FLR I've joined FetLife I'm in Reddit sub groups (no I've not posted I simply don't know what to write from title onward)

I simply want to be happy

Can anyone guide help suggest as I would appreciate any and all input

Thanks in advance Sean