It was a video made by this gorgeous black woman on Twitter. She was talking about how she was watch all her friends fall in love, get married, and start family. While she was still just stuck having prospects, and how she just tells people she really doesn’t want kids, because she’s afraid she will be to old to have them when she finds someone. The part that really hit home for me, was how she felt like something was wrong with her, and I started thinking to myself “Dam if a gorgeous woman like this is having problems, what hope is there for an average guy like me. Who doesn’t even have prospects”.

I can’t even seem to get to the talking phase, and it just gets so hard when you are constantly trying, but the world seems to keep telling that I’m not good enough. I just feel like I’m destined to be alone, while my friends go off and start families, and I hate feeling that way.

I just want to know what’s wrong with me, I’m tired of making a million dating post, liking pictures, and sending DMs. Only to get ignored by � of them, %5 of them ghosting me, and the remind  trying to scam me.

I’m really getting to the end of my rope, and just feel completely lost, and feeling lost is the worst feeling to me.

Ok Rant over, back to sucking it up, and being lonely and depressed.