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I am lying here in my bed thinking about my life and its just feels like I've never truly lived. I am 32 and only memories I have of being alive are from childhood. I've never found love or good friends, because I never felt like I belong with others. I have lived most of my life in isolation and now its just feels like its to late for anything. Girls don't like me, they just want to hurt me and make me jealous. Other people find me boring, strange, etc. It seems that I have no choice other than follow this lonely path till the end. Lately I was attending church mass and I found its a good cope. This life was very lonely, boring and terrible experience, would not recommend 0/10.
Yeah, there's nothing to look forward too for me either, I feel so at odds with everything and it's like I'm always doing things the wrong way. I'm tired of drowning in front of everyone in slow motion, I just want to stop swimming.
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