I'm new to all this and a former skeptic. I just had a bizarre experience late last night. I was sitting on the deck and meditating. I felt myself think "I wonder if all this has been in my head and isn't real"

I immediately heard a powerful and loud voice in my mind. I'm having a really hard time explaining it so I just listed what I experienced. I can't find the right words for a lot of this so I put them in quote marks because words are hard to describe this. It was more felt in a way that written words can't explain.

*I could understand it perfectly . It said YOU HAVE ALREADY HAVE BEEN CONTACTED.

*It felt like it was speaking in all caps.

*The voice felt like many voices at the same time. Almost like how the borg talk in star trek. The voice(s) felt somewhat like every brass instrument in all the orchestras played at the same time. But it was "discordant" in a way that sounded very non-human and "impossible" but not threatening.

*The "presence" of whatever said the voice felt very very powerful.

*It did not feel malevolent and said it was benevolent when asked. I didn't feel threatened at all.

*I could "see" the " closed captioning" as it talked but in some alien language that didn't look or feel human.

Basically I saw and heard its words at the same time "trumpeting" in my head. But I understood it perfectly.

I'm new to all this after the Grusch hearing, and things are getting really really weird. What is going on? Did I get contacted?