So I did all the healing stuff I could. Exercising, journaling, praying, talking with a few acquaintances and going out. I didn’t cry the whole month after our breakup. But yesterday I just snapped. I sent him two voice messages of me crying because to be honest he was such an asshole after we broke up.

I wanted to hate him so much but I couldn’t. All I could remember was all his good qualities.

I just expressed how harsh it was for him to completely cut me off. He broke up with me because I told him I felt neglected.

I said it in a neutral tone but he felt completely offended with it. The way he reacted was as if I told him I cheated on him with multiple dudes.

I’m 21 and he’s 22. I never expected him to act this way since he was super mature and responsible throughout our entire relationship. Juggling a career while acing his academics.

I thought his over reaction might have some underlying reason like he’s secretly cheating on me but I never seen him dating someone else or maybe he’s just really good at hiding it.

Anyway I never got closure. I just don’t understand how he could break up with me over something so little. He then tells me that we could never be friends and that “no matter how much I change or try to be better”, he’ll never get back together with me.