The way you moved on & found someone days after us, is so cold & heartless. Idk why you ever lied to me saying you loved me, you obv never did. No one would ever consider doing something as heartless as what you’ve done knowing what I’ve gone through this Christmas with family. On top of that saying we would focus on school & ourselves & that you weren’t gonna put yourself out there anytime soon when you knew as you said it to me that was a lie. This all happened Days not weeks or months but days. it’s really weird and by no means normal whatsoever. I would never do or especially expect you of all people to do what you did. I wanted to work it out & marry you but I know now you had someone all along lined up…you’ve completely broken me & your family moved on like we never existed dating 4 whole years. They never truly cared about me either (another lie you told me that they did). After 4 years you treat me like this? I wanted to ring shop this month & be the person you need me to be (honest to god). But I’m so hurt I had to reject the package from the post office of your Christmas stuff because I know anything in that letter or box to me is a lie. It says alot about you…I guess I dodged a bullet..because if that’s how you’ll be when things are tough, you’re no life partner, you’re a lousy psychotic worthless piece of scum that I wish I would of shed much sooner. Your not strong, your weak & spineless for what you’ve done & how you’ve treated me knowing I’m in a bad place kicking me further deeper into darkness then I already am within myself. You gave up, just like Sarah did but handled us so much worse. How could you after 4 years do this to me? You’ve known this guy obviously for a while & was your back up plan or side piece for a while. You have now caused me to never trust a single woman again…much less marrying now. I hope your happy, you have ruined my outlook on everything. Heres shipping cost back, i dont want anything from you ever. I threw away the shorts, shirts, headphones, pictures, anything that you ever bought me or got me. I want none of it or anything to do with you, you’ve completely shattered me and I don’t just hate you for it, I resent you & despise you with every fiber of my being “M”. This is where we end after 4 years? Like this? We’re better then that. You’re better then that. This isn’t the sweet “M” I know. I don’t know how to go about like we never existed but it’s the only way I can step foot everyday with the way things have transpired. I’m in shock & shattered to my core.