Lets get this clear first, we’re both 21.

Alright I’m gonna make this so so simple. Me and my baby mama broke up in November 2020. The reason behind it was because I did something scummy and broke up & move out a week before she gave birth. When our son was born, she’s been giving me hell. At this point in time, I was a very reactive, insecure, annoying, and needy person. I’ll keep it a buck with myself. The nonstop arguing went on until April. Then she blocked me on everything. In that time period from the end of April until now, I’ve been nonstop grinding and focusing on self improvement. I fully recognize the issues on both ends. If I thought the way I did now, back then, this wouldn’t be an issues. Fast forward to now, I reached out to her parents(my sons grandparents on her side) and they talk to me about how he is. They’re very friendly with me. When I pop the question “can I come see him next weekend?”, they told me to ask her. I’m blocked so I’m literally can’t. I told him that I’ll run it by him again if I don’t hear back. My question is, 1. What does this say about her parents? 2. Would you say I’m in a better position then hearing nothing at all? 3. Do you think this all about reintroducing myself and starting from a clean slate? 4. Do you think she’ll still give me hell if I just go up & be myself? (Like I said, I’ve been straight improving in every aspect in my life.)

I want to be in his life but I am fully aware that I did play a role in how all this played out. I gave her the summer as no contact & a way to give some space.