Everyone has that one thing they desire. That one thing that's the fuel to their fire. For some it's something they can ration. For others it becomes their life, their passion. Something they strive towards, that ultimate goal. With such intensity even others believe and are sold. Like finding that one rare jewel in the earth. That shines so bright it shows you it's own worth. For me my motivation came from a ruby. And when she left it tore straight through me. Left with a hole in my chest, Wondering why she didn't choose me.

Honestly still hurts to think about and I'm in another relationship. Like I said it's been a few years. Let me know what you think I was being a sadboi when I wrote it. Also posted it here because she blocked me and so did her friend. Idk why but I did not want to lose her. Ended up pushing her further away