From today I want to have the strength to not contact my ex girlfriend! Honestly Man, she was the love of my life. I really thought that was it, we would grow old together and live life next to eachother. Unfortunately that was all just a dream.

When my weakest point came and I needed her the most she cheated on me. Left me with nothing, took the cats too. Now I'm just an empty shell of a man. An idiot and have lowered myself and my morals soo low. For weeks I tried to fix things and basically begged for her to come back.

Well no more, I am better than that and there is someone out there that will give me the love and attention I need. I need to remain strong and believe in myself again! It's been the lowest point of my life so far. Had to move back to my mums and basically restart my life.

However they say things in life happen for a reason. I have learnt a lot about myself and the person I want to become to ensure I'm a better man and partner for my future wife! Time to focus on myself; regain my confidence and independence!

Thankyou for reading, always here if anyone wants a chat ❤️