I’m scared to see him move on. I obviously want the best for him but I think I’m the best thing for him. Long distance fucking sucks so much. I thought we were going to be college sweethearts. Even after we decided that dating after college wasn’t right, we held onto the hopes of getting back together.

Until a few days ago he finally pulled the plug. Said we had bigger things to worry about. We just graduated and have a whole life ahead of us. We had our problems but I never thought even for a second that we couldn’t work through them.

It just seems like he didn’t care enough to keep going. Very hard to convince myself otherwise.

I guess life goes on whether or not you want it to.