I see so many girls in my town with husband's and boyfriends and I think it's to good to be true when I dream of it happening to me. My last relationship of 4 years was physically, emotionally and sexually abusive and I can't help but think I deserved it. It fucks with my brain. I can't think of a man really and truly loving me and wanting to be with me. Taking care of me and supporting me. I want those things but I can't imagine it happening for myself. Maybe in another life time but not this time. I guess I'll walk this life alone. But hey! On the brighter note at least I have my cat :3 He's so cute and cuddly. He's keeps me here. I love him. Prince indica 😅🖤