I'm crying myself to sleep this morning. Life just gets a bit to much some times. My life has been absolutely hell these last couple of months and my ex has found new love and is happier with her than me. I'm feeling very alone this morning, depressed and having bad thoughts go all through my head. I'm feeling like I'm at the end of my rope. Not to mention my health has gone down the toliet.

I can't stop crying and there's no one to hear me. I feel trapped. And feel like there is no one way out to how I feel inside. I don't think I can ever be happy again.

I feel like I'm just about done with life and it's troubles. I'm sick of it all. Sick of being thrown away like trash. Sick of pretending I'm fine. Sick of having no support and constantly surviving all the time. Just so sick of it all.