I just don’t get why he’s saying he resents me, for all the little and big things in the relationship Says that he hated the relationship but it wasn’t my fault. Says that I made him feel bad but not all the time. Says that he doesn’t want me to think I didn’t treat him well cause I did. Saying that it was a boring relationship. ( which I tried to make it as fun as I could be he just wanted to game all the time) Why does he hate me. Why does he hate our relationship looking back on it. It wasn’t perfect yes but it wasn’t bad. We had our difficulties but very rarely! We made some good memeories. And I hate that he sees it as that. I hate some stuff that happens in the relationship but I don’t hate him for it at all. I still love him deep down.

Post break up he’s just painting me out to be this awful person. And it’s killing me. I just wish he had more empathy.

And I know that I held him back in a sense ( cause he came out as transgender after we broke up) but I didn’t know!

I know that deep down I’m not this person he is making me out to be and I absolutely do not mean that in a cocky way at all but like every time we talk he always tells me how much he hated the relationship and all this conflicting stuff and I’m just really struggling because I feel so worthless and evil right now.

Is he just saying it to make himself feel better? Cause it’s confusing me so badly and I’m really hurt