This no contact stuff is hard man, I know we’ll never get back together and everytime we have talked we just fight. I just wish he understood why I’m upset. I really want him to want me again and him not contacting me makes me feel worthless.

I don’t want to reach out cause much like our relationship I was the one who put in the most effort, resolved conflict, made plans and organised dates and I know that I’m so worth it so why hasn’t he realized how worth it i am, so why should I do it again? ( and I know you don’t get what you want by doing nothing )

It’s killing me. Does anyone else understand how I’m feeling? Like why doesn’t he want me, why hasn’t he apologised for treating me so awful during and post relationship? Why hasn’t he tried to be my friend or my partner again?