The title says alot if it. With me being in a total honest and open, swingers and sharing, no cheating relationship for over ten years I took pride in not even having close female connections that I could hit up in the event I had a hallpass. I never wanted to give her even the impression I was being unfaithful. But now that she's given me a hallpass for the last month it's like starting over. No hoes on hold for this fine fella. But anyway. So now that she's given me a hallpass, plus I never know when the hallpass will end. She's in control of that as of now. I'd hate to let it pass without being able to touch and makeout with a sexy lady or hopefully more. It's been so long flying solo, I'm not even sure I wouldn't explode to fast lol which had never been an issue with me but all this is brand new again for me. I guess I'm just like a nerdy college kid trying to get laid. It's a weird feeling. Welp thanks for reading. See ya hotties!!