First of all, I don’t want any judgment I don’t want anybody being mean or ugly to me or saying if you feel it in your gut, you’re probably already know. I understand that and I’m a grown woman but sometimes if somethings going on, we really choose to ignore it because we don’t want it to be true now it could be that I’m going through some things personally and with my family that has my emotions upside down and it could be me reading things wrong, I’ve done that before but I just need a couple of ladies to message me and let me figure out how to do this. He’s not on here so it can’t be anything from here. I just want somebody to help me figure things out and you know I’m a girl, but I’m one of those women who never had female friends very often because women are bitches lol But I really could use some advice from you ladies Thanks.