Me and my partner have been separated for almost two months. I took a step back from living together and went to live with my brothers for a while. I miss her more every single day and I regret letting my insecurity ruin us. I was so scared of losing her that I basically pushed her away and caused my own worst fears to happen and she's barely talking to me and focused on mine and her other partners. This is normal for her to cut off a person who is close to her for a while if they're too much and I hate being here.

And truth be told its because I wasn't hearing what she was saying. I couldn't let go of my jealousy and anger. I never hit or hurt her but I lashed out and said hurtful things. She had hidden a relationship from me, which was wrong, but it was because I didn't hear what she was telling me before about herself. She felt like she had no option.

Listen to your partners people. Please. Don't be stuck where I'm at where you want to fix things but you just cannot without them wanting to.