One of the rule is « no marks on the body » with someone else, he came in last night with a huge hickey on the neck. It’s not the first rule he breaks, but I did my best to overcome the last ones. This one is special, it happens some days after we talk again about our rules. I told him about my insecurities due to the past rules break but that i chose to trust him despite anything, he thanked me and swear it would never happen again. Now I don’t think I could continue this relation, how many times do I have to give my trust again ? I’m starting to feel anxiety whenever he’s with someone or goes to party now

the thing is so huge and red it’s very noticeable, I want to throw up.