Hey there!

So my NP and I have been on an ENM discovery journey (we also swing together and have a D/s). We have had FWB at times and been monogamish. But we are moving forward with lots of communication and intention towards being open to everything up to other relationships (with disclosed commitment limitations).

In practice, my partner has started chatting with others and starting to lay down some foundation for moving ahead.

The thing is I don't feel jealous but something like intense curiosity.

I was married previously and in that relationship for 16 yrs. In that mono life we told each other everything, and yes really like everything. Not saying that was the best but as something to inform why it feels strange to me for things to be a mystery.

Have you felt this? What do you do about it? It isn't actually 'bad' just annoying.