I went NC with my parents 6 months ago, but I've been having these dreams for easily 3 years now, even back when I was still up my parents' ass and thought they were the bee's knees.

They happen intermittently, specifically about my father. And they are intensely violent, angry dreams, where he is FURIOUS at me or me at him. There was one beating him with a crowbar. Another one where I disemboweled him and choked him with his own intestines. Like, WTF?

I was never that angry during the heading-toward-NC time period. So I assumed I was picking up, in a psychic/subconscious way, on their anger and resentment.

Now, the more I heal, the more anger is coming up to the surface. I'm just plain angry about the years they stole from me. Maybe my dreams were telling me about that buried-down-deep emotion all along.

Anyone else?