I use to feel soooo much shame about seeing escorts. I would absolutely shutter with fear when room service would be right in front of my escorts door. The looks they would give me would just make me feel terrible. Never enough to make me leave though. Now I could care less, I give the room service people a smile and wave knowing they know something nasty is about to happen into the room I'm walking into. Last night my girl was running a little late so I was waiting in the parking lot I stepped out to smoke a cigarette and have a drink and started talking to some random dude who also came out to smoke. He asked why I was there and with no shame I told him, "To get a sloppy blowjob". Dudes eyes damn near popped out of his head when I said that. I even showed him her ad and let him know that her being a throat goat is the truth. I had a pretty good relationship with my provider so I told her I might have gotten her another customer that night. Later that night she texts me letting me know that he came through asking for, yep you guessed it, some sloppy head. No more rushing through hotel lobbies for me I stroll through them with a smile on my face now.