I have been thinking about this and arrived to this conclusion. We humans are pure consciousness, pure divine light. And that consciousness is light which people call spirit. This light has two parts. It's consciousness/light and it's also self aware (which is unlike most ai entities/creatures who are not self aware). This consciousness/light is shapeless, formless, limitless, infinite, and eternal/immortal. Now that makes sense why many of us shapeless, formless, limitless, infinite, and eternal/immortal consciousnesses are unhappy in these shaped, formed, very limited, very finite, and mortal human bodies. If I look at my specific case, they (arkons/agents of this system) choose body in which I would feel constricted (probably another way they torture humans), and many times I get so much energy that it feels like it would tear apart this body I have and I have to lose that energy (that losing energy part is another unnatural aspect of this matrix/system).

Then there are other parts like self actualized piece of the first creator or true original Source, so even though we are connected (the oneness between us) through the first creator we are still self actualized or individual pieces. And another part is objective consciousness, so we are aware of objective things and truths regardless of our own subjectivity.

Lmao. The entities here are really hating all these truths.