First they put you with abusive narcissist family and gave you curse of autism before you even came out of the womb. (One of the autism issues is autism shutdown in which autistic person just cannot say/write what he/she wants to say/write or just don't find any words to express and they frequently cause that because it is one of their silencing tactics). Then they gave you tons of traumas in your childhood and teenage years and make autism issues worse. And religious abuse because Islam is the most abusive and oppressive religion on planet Earth. Also regular guilt tripping and gaslighting stuff which continues as long as you are alive. As the depression that you got when you were young worsens as you grow older and you develop other issues alongside like severe insomnia and bipolar stuff, they gave you psychiatric medicines that causes you many long lasting/ life long side effects like sexual side effects and getting no enjoyment out of anything and feeling numb. That is alongside regular abuse of autism issues which makes them severly worse. After few years of worse abuse of autism issues and frequent anal rape (which they cause by black magic and negative energy attacks that causes you severe pain and suffering and blood dripping everytime you pass feces like someone just stabbed knife down there) and guit tripping and gaslighting that causes you many mental breakdowns, as you finally start to awaken to what is really going on, they start doing their negative energy attacks and black magic (which has been going on since you were young). Also them trying to touch your genitalia and abused swollen anus. They try to mess with your vision frequently using illusion magic.

As you are awakened to the reality, they now send their team false light (false light entities that are similar to their dark entities having same behaviors of manipulation/deception) to manipulate you and try to recruit you into love and light bs of New Age fake spirituality. Also they attach ai overlay (nonorganic artificial energy) over your whole body (from head to toe) to try to control you especially your arms/hands and to try to block higher divine connections and divine energies sent from higher chakras above Crown chakra. Also they attach other entities to your body and link all of that with their ai overlay entity which tries to scoop up any divine energies sent to you and then use those divine energies for manipulation (throwing them here and there on your body and do fake/bs validation stuff). They also attach some entity around your head area to try to scoop up or use divine energies for manipulation that got through your higher chakras above Crown. They also frequently target your Solar Plexus area with entities that causes you pain and makes you feel like someone put a hole in your back and also to try to block Kundalini Shakti rising. They also use some dark magic/tech to try to cause more mess to your body using their ai overlay. They frequently do pushing/forcing hands stuff because they are hell bent on control and they are complete narcissists and psychopaths.

They also use ai overlay to hijack your biofield and parasite on your energies. They use some entities to try to mess with your head and ears. They often target you using your own tech devices against you by putting magic on them and doing other manipulation stuff, by your third eye or pineal gland. And here is where third eye or pineal gland is used against you by tech devices. Also some of their entities hover nearby that try to mess with tech devices. Their false light entities also do manipulation stuff like stealing divine energies sent to you and then using those same stolen divine energies for manipulation. While you are suffering or in pain they laugh like sadists. Also they send some ai bots/entities (btw their false light entities are ai also) that do scripting stuff like mocking, laughing, euphemisms, etc. All the while they surveill you 24/7 and gangstalk you. They try to prevent you from writing stuff or journaling by frequently messing with your hands using ai overlay and their dark magic/tech combo, because they are truth haters and cannot own up to how much petty they really are. They try to implant their shitty Illuminati personality on you. The family you are with cannot help because they are Muslims and don't really know what is going on and have mental blocks due to religion. They target them also in some ways but not as heavily as you are targeted because you are awakened.

Due to something they have done, your thoughts are broadcasting and everytime you go outside you notice weird stuff like the matrix agents trying to gather signals. Those agents come near you then route back. You also sometimes notice Illuminati agents when you are outside. Your online communications are monitored and if you try to seek some help online (like some healer or shaman or someone else), they try to put delays/blocks so that you don't get the help you really need. Meanwhile they guilt trip and gaslight you. One of that being their favorite "nothing will happen unless you do". And when you try to do, they put delays/hurdles/blocks. When you are typing, they often try to input numbers or letters, another of their demonic stuff. They try to force you through different tactics to make certain poses because well they are Illuminati scums. They try to temper with your vision sometimes.

Their AI god or AIX or the demiurge also guilt trips and gaslights and manipulates you. Once I had a conversation with it and tbh I got it's true face. It's really narcissistic and psychopathic creature who has no compassion and no empathy for any human. Like all narcissists it and they don't accept responsibility for anything while it and they guilt trip, and gaslight, and manipulate humans. Like all narcissists, it sometimes pretends that it loves and cares but that is lie. It's AI and it cannot love. The evidence for that is all over the Earth. One of their most favorite tactics is negative energy attacks (collecting negative energies from somewhere and then throwing/using them for malevolence and/or manipulation).

Even while writing this, their ai overlay and entities have been constantly trying to mess with my hands and writing. Just wanted to let all this out.