Today I became somewhat aroused thinking about what I was feeling. I was at a medical imaging facility having a MRI on for my back. The machine has a tight fitting tube that my torso is placed inside and my legs and pelvis are still on the table area. I was covered by a sheet and naked. The tube fit was very tight and my arms and upper body would not be moveable unless assisted by the radiologist. This MRI took a considerable length of time - allowing me to imagine and evaluate several feelings and desires that POPPED into my naughty mind as the MRI machine made progress with the images. I want you to imagine that from my belly button to my head is inside this tight fitting machine and I can not move even if I wanted to move.. I was fully immobile.. and from my belly button down.. my naked pelvis only covered by a sheet was open to exposure if anyone desired to touch or fondle me or some other play take place.

I realized that I would sexually respond to being with someone I trust that wanted to tie my arms or wrap my upper body to be immobile - blind my sight with a loose fitting hood .. and make me naked from my belly button down for sexual play. I would not know what was next or who it was as I had a hood on. The movement restrictions and visual sensory removal will be a sexual turn on as today I felt the arousal as I was inside that MRI machine and thinking about how much I would enjoy someone touching my pelvis and cock and using me for their pleasure and fun.

I am not wanting to imagine any acts of pain or hurt.. but someone that uses touch and oral or intercourse to stimulate me and bring my body to full orgasm. My wife is very plain and vanilla - someone that if I asked for this type of sexual pleasure she would refuse and get very upset that I am becoming someone different from who she married.

I can imagine that my desires are only desires and would never be realized unless I was lucky and found a friend having a like mind. From the time I was a teen - I have enjoy very close friends who I privately shared when camping or over night sleep overs... shared sexual play and oral pleasures with. I know the feeling of a friend touching me and feeling me up .. then taking me if there is a private and safe place - taking me to orgasm... and I do the same for my friend in return. I enjoy feeling someone touch me.. making sexual advances and letting me feel their hands and fingers causing my body to be aroused and needing orgasmic release. I enjoy doing the same to my friends. Then I married.. and this stopped.

Maybe today I realized that there are some pleasures that are never forgotten and that I would easily welcome with a big smile.. having those secret desires and secret pleasures - once more find a way to touch my body and bring that special arousal feeling with the orgasm ending. My wife would never understand this pleasure.