Maybe it’s my frustrations with the men I have been going on dates with lately, but cock is just not hitting the way I want it to. I’ll admit I haven’t exactly been going home with the cream of the crop of lovers but I’ve been desperate for some action and everyone has been disappointing.

Even when they go down on me it’s like there is an itch that no one can quite scratch, well no one but me.

I can only get relief recently when I’m alone in my bedroom with my hand shoved down my panties. I can only get the satisfaction I’m looking for when I use my fingers to stretch myself open and cream all over my hand.

I was kind of disappointed my body wasn’t reacting to other people the way I wanted it to, but it is a lot less work to stay in for the night than to prepare for a whole ass date.