I had made only two big mistakes since the day that I so hopelessly devoted myself to her. They were both met with swift, extreme punishment, just like Mistress had promised. Both times I sobbed in terror as my cock throbbed in its prison with excitement.

The first was not long after making my commitment. I had said no to Mistress when she had asked me if I wanted to take a real cock for her. I really really did not want to serve anyone else, let alone a man. It would shatter all of my boundaries if I had any. But I didn’t. That was the whole point. I gave up my free will and agreed to this possibility.

I wanted to be forced to do stuff I actually didn’t want to, or even hated to do, and to be unable to do anything about it. That complete lack of power made me wet with excitement even though it terrified me in the moment. This is what I wanted. I wanted to not want it, and for that not to matter in the slightest. Forced to do it despite, maybe even because I hated it.

I should have happily obliged. ”Yes mistress, I would be so happy to take any dick for you! Being the only acceptable words coming from my mouth, but I could not make myself say them. A mistake I would never forget. This is why the rules were in place. This is exactly why I gave her all that power.

“Damn you past me” I thought as pleasure and terror washed over me, knowing full well that this would not be forgiven lightly. I was embarrassed that this was so massively turning me on, the fight within me only adding on to my horny state.

Outraged by my disobedience and hurt by the betrayal of my promise, she thought up of a wonderfully cruel punishment.

“This will be your first major mistake and punishment pet. It seems our agreement was not clear enough for you, so this time I will make sure there can be no doubt about the extent of your enslavement.” she said with a flaming hunger in her voice.

She made me write out our agreement in full this time, adding every situation she could possibly think of.

Some parts seemed extreme and way over the top. And technically everything would already fall under “complete control” and was thus redundant to write down. But specifying it solidified the permanent, irreversible place that I longed for so desperately. Complete control, no matter my current or future opinions, untill the end of time, with absolutely no way out.

My thinking mostly guided by my dick, I added on more and more incredibly specific rules and scenarios, tumbling down the rabbit hole of neediness. Needing to give her ideas. Needing to make it up to her. Needing to show her my devotion.

The length no longer mattered, practically nothing would really change, this being a lesson in obedience and not a change in our contract.

By now the agreement was starting to look like an ancient scroll. Lengthy, formal, and incredibly specific. As if written by a lawyer, getting paid top dollar. Except the lawyer was me, and the only currency on my paycheck was horniness.

I showed it to her and she made me read it out loud:

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“PROOF OF OWNERSHIP

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I, Cum Dumpster, hereby grant you, Mistress Sarah, Complete control ofer my Body, Mind, Soul, and Actions.

My opinions and wants do not matter and are no longer relevant.

You are free to act against my will in any way you see fit.

My pleasure and pain belongs to you to do with or deny as you wish.

My orgasms belong to you and are available to be given, withheld, or permanently denied at your discretion.

My dick will be locked in a cage and shall only be allowed out when and if you wish. The one key to my cage is yours to use or not use as you desire.

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You are free to use and abuse me without limits.

You are free to modify me and my body in any way you wish, not matter my objections.

I do not need to be consulted or even notified about anything that happens to me.

I give up my human rights and transfer ownership to you, my Owner. Something which is in turn transferable only by you, should you desire, to anyone you wish.

I agree to be an object and I am no longer considered human.

I no longer have the right to speak unless spoken to.

I no longer need to be treated with respect, and I agree to whatever treatment I am given

I will do my best to make you happy, and I hope you take care of me well. But I am not owed any care whatsoever. Wether you wish to feed me the grandest of meals, or nothing but cum and piss as nutrition is entirely up to you. And if you wish to starve me instead, that is your choice and your choice alone.

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I wish nothing more than to serve you and please you in any way you wish, not taking my wants and needs into account, but even this is no longer in my control. If you, Mistress Sarah, wish to store me away, ignore me, or sell me, that is entirely up to your discretion.

You have the power to lend me out to whoever you wish, male or female, friend or stranger, free or for profit.

Wether I struggle or obey, you are free to use whatever means necesary to get your way. Means to make me obey include but are not limited to:

• Force.

• Blackmail.

• Permanent body modifications and damage such as but not limited to Tattoos, Scarring, Branding, and amputation.

• Torture such as but not limited to isolation, starvation, and waterboarding.

• Mental manipulation.

• Gaslighting.

• Brainwashing

Please use these to make me into the obedient pet and fucktoy of your dreams, or any other way you see fit.

I agree that these means and all other forms of punishment are available at your disposal to use, with or without reason.

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I hereby agree that there is nothing I can do, now or ever, to get out of this agreement.

This agreement is irreversible, and no pleading, crying, or begging will be able to dissolve it.

The only way out is death.”

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Fuck this was making me wet. I could barely get the words out coherently, a puddle of precum now forming between my legs as I let out soft moans inbetween sentences.

“Very good, puppy.” she grinned.

I did not like that grin.

“Time to have it tattooed now.”

Fuck.

She had done it again. My expectations subverted in the most sadistic of ways.

I immediately regretted adding so many details. But that was her plan all along.

She knew I would be eager to make amends, longing for her forgiveness. She had seen me write it all, encouraging me along the way. Watching me try so desperately to be a good pet, not knowing what she had in store for me. Every eager word adding to my upcoming punishment and I was none the wiser.

She loved playing with me like this. And I loved to be used.

“You didn’t think just writing it down would be sufficient, did you?” she said, noticing my anticipated shock as pleasure came over her.

“No Mistress...” I lied, foolishly expecting it to be.

“Very good. You may thank me now.”

“Yes Mistress, thank you for disciplining me. Thank you for using your power to put me in line” I began, kneeling in front of her, trying to hold back a tear. She slowly started playing with herself, towering over me as I continued.

“Thank you for teaching me such a cruel and harsh lesson Mistress, I promise it will not happen again...” I cried softly, thinking about the upcoming pain. My tears turning her on and making her pussy drip with excitement, almost as if it was crying with me.

She managed to take a break from pleasuring herself as she lead me to the operating room for the first time. The cold, clinical layout contrasting the cruel torture that was about to ensue.

Mistress sat down in front of me after she had strapped me down to the table. I was lying on my stomach, naked except for my cage and the collar welded around my neck. Arms and legs spread on what can only be described as a mix between a massage table and a st. Andrews cross. There was no way out. There never was.

She spread out her legs and her tantalizing fingers slowly found her clit once more, now only inches away from my face as I could do nothing but watch. Her other hand seperated ways with the first as it climbed up her perfect body and carresed her breasts.

I had cried the entire session. In pain, in disbelief, in pleasure. My dicklet was hard for the whole duration, turned on by the extremely cruel and sadistic nature of my Mistress. Every poke of the needle milking out a tiny bit more fluid from my chastity cage. Every cry and sob making mistress moan with pleasure.

I wanted nothing more than to touch her, feel her, and be a part of her pleasure. Cries of frustration now adding in to the symphony of despair leaving my mouth.

Mistress obviously denied me the pleasure as she climaxed over and over while I could do nothing but watch. The cruel, harsh, permanent punishment drawn out for hours as it fueled her sadistic libido like few things ever had before. Her pleasure becoming mine once more.

I had not disobeyed her or disagreed with her since.

My body would often betray my true feelings, but my words and actions would always be what Mistress wanted from that day on.

Always, only twice more excepted.

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Hi, thanks for reading!

Please keep in mind my stories are just fantasies. While I am definitely depraved, horny, and perverted in real life, I would never ACTUALLY want to end up in this irreversible situation (although, arguably, neither did my character I suppose haha).

• My stories can include gaslighting, manipulation, CNC, permanent bondage, permanent modifications, being limitless and much more. They are all incredibly serious topics, and they are not to be taken lightly in real life. I will always try to include the proper tags, but it is important that we realise this is not real life *

A lot of what happened is insane, unhinged, and we should all stay away from real life people that exhibit any of these traits.

It would not be safe, and a normal human can, or rather should, not be living in these circumstances.

These situations can however massively turn us on when fantasised about with care and conscious thought.

Luckily my characters are free of these restraints (while ironically often being heavily restrained physically themselves), so feel free to live vicariously through them! 🤭

I wrote this mostly for me, and I’m not much of a writer apart from the few essays in uni and highschool I actually managed to finish (although that was nothing like this. If it was I might have actually finished more haha), but I figured there might be someone out there that likes it ☺️ I already wrote it anyways, so even if just one other person would enjoy it that would be sweet.

All critiscism/feedback and tips are welcome, but please try to keep it constructive ❤️

Have a wonderful day, and stay safe!

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