I spent 20 minutes just laying there with my head spinning, trying to collect my thoughts. I wasn’t a pushover with guys- I hadn’t been with a ton, but they were relationships, mostly. I so wanted to be just for him, and he just gives me inches and I want miles... Well, that was the problem. He hadn’t given me actual inches yet, but made me know he had them. Ugh. He had read me like a book. Why was he doing this to me?

I reached down and opened my bottom drawer, where I kept a vibrator and a buttplug that I had gotten over summer. I kept playing the morning over in my head while I slid the plug in and absentmindedly played with myself a bit- I had cum so hard earlier I didn’t even know what I was going for now, but I just kept thinking about being inches away from him like that- it in front of my face, his presence, I gave him so many opportunities to use me, I even tried to put him in my mouth and he pushed me away. and he just... It’s like he’s saving me for a special occasion. I’m a wine in his parents’ cabin I’m sure they have.

Shit. It’s 10:30. I jumped off the bed and tossed the vibrator into the drawer and slid on black lace panties. Some levi’s followed, and it felt like a no-bra hoodie day to me. Not the sexiest thing but I stopped competing with the Lululemon mafia two weeks in. I rushed out the door and down the three floor walkup and started across campus in the chilly autumn air.

Mr. Somethingorother, His real name forgotten and an unnecessary detail due to it being a 101 lecture, was a man of much tweed in both quantity and stylistic intent. He spun rapidly in class, going from the podium to the projector and back, always counterclockwise, Which is unfortunate for a man whose body is shaped like a globe in a way only tenure can afford. His almost jolly voice boomed through the stone and glass hallway as I walked in through the doors a few minutes late, and chose a seat in the back. I hated the back. I wasn’t a front row gal but the back of a 101 lecture smells like strawberry vodka. My notebook slid onto my desk and I started writing.

50 minutes later the lights came up and I leaned back in my seat, relaxing a little bit as everyone filtered out- my next class was in 30 minutes but in the same building, so I was in no rush. Blonde hair touched my shoulder behind me and made me twitch- I looked up.

“Sorry” she said, she was probably 5 and a half feet tall and cute, with a small nose and a crop top showing off her fairly toned midriff. “All good” I said, smiling and looking back ahead as she filtered out the seat behind me. “I hope this isn’t too forward but I saw you when you came in.” She had gone out the end of the aisle and came back into the one where I was still sitting. I looked up at her, her head blocking a ceiling light and forming a blonde glow around a scandinavian head shape.

“I’m Hailey, I don’t know if you would be down to maybe grab coffee later or something but here’s my snapchat if you... ya know- are interested” She had a beautiful smile that made me pause for a couple seconds before

“Oh- I... Um. Yeah! Yeah. Sounds fun!” I stammered over some words while handing her my phone. I’d never had a girl approach me before, honestly, I’d only kissed a girl before and that was on a stupid dare from a semi-drunken night with friends back home. I put my phone in my pocket and watched her leave- a rush went through me, like I hadn’t felt but in those moments were you feel really good about yourself. She was cute and she talked to you? It was almost unbelievable but then everyone was hot here compared to Oklahoma. Nobody spent this much time on their hair in all of Oklahoma. I felt so out of place the first couple weeks that everyone seemed to care so much, it’s why I didn’t rush a sorority, outside of the general.. Icky voice I’d have to find to be a sorority girl, I’m not sure I could find a valley girl accent anywhere within me.

I went to stand up to go to my next class, and I leaned forward and paused, then shifted my hips a little. I forgot to take out my plug. I got bright red and sat back in my chair, immediately feeling hot. I just wore a buttplug to class. Oh my god. What. I carefully stood up and started walking to my next class- should I go take it out in the bathroom? No because then it’s just in my bag and a security guard does random checks and finds it then I have to explain it? Okay just.. Relax. Go to class. It’s fine. Stop worrying about it, stop being whatever kind of turned on this is, you can sit.. Through... a.. Class with your crush’s... Friend as the TA? Oh god.

I sat down, in the middle of the row and looked at the front of the class. There was Sarah, hot as hell and shuffling papers, which isn’t hot unless you spent the morning less than an inch away from her amazing FWB and with a buttplug in and also is anyone else thinking they should turn on the A/C? This was going to be a brutal hour.

I got through her class unscathed. I think. I’m not sure how much she knows. I don’t think she knows my face. I don’t know how much Sam has told her. I hope not a lot. He’s good at keeping secrets. I decided to text my new blonde friend.

Coffee went very well. So well in fact, that I was in panties, in her apartment that was much nicer than my dorm, explaining to her why I had a buttplug in so it wasn’t a surprise. I left out the whole my roommate is a hung hunk of it all, and kept to the “I was late for class” part. She had met me off campus at a record shop that also did espresso and skateboards which seemed offensively lesbian even to me who had never been with a girl- well not really. We chatted for a bit, she was two years older than me, from Florida, on a track scholarship, and she asked if I wanted to see her collection at home. She kissed me in the elevator going up to her room- by the time we actually got in the door, both of us were down to our underwear and I had to explain the plug.

“Also” I said, as I leaned back against the wall her bed was pushed up against, “I’ve never been with a girl.”

She laughed. Her boobs were large enough to move a little as she shifted her weight on the edge of her bed and looked at me. God she was hot. Her blue eyes met mine and she moved in for a kiss, her body close enough that I could feel her temperature, and our lips touched. Once, twice, different then the quick hallway kisses. Different from my friend back home around a bonfire with boys watching. Three times, four. Passionate, soft, lips that used chapstick and tasted vaguely of cherry. Lips that fit so well with mine. Lips that dropped to my neck, her hot breath sending a heartbeat pulse between my legs. Her breath moved up to my ear, pausing right next to my head.

“Never?”

She barely whispered as I squirmed my hips. Her lips touched right below my ear, working my way down my neck as she pressed against me. Our skin touched slowly, sending goosebumps up and down both of us- She was soft and smelled like lavender and heaven, and felt our legs get tangled. I rolled onto my side, keeping her in my arms that had wrapped around her back and started wandering. Hailey kept her hot breath on my neck as her hands held me and explored, mine on her soft smooth back as if her skin was an impossible braille that If I could decipher, then I could figure out why I was so lucky. I moved my leg slightly, her breath quickening as her chest pressed against mine. I put my hand through her hair and looked in her eyes. Hailey slid her knee up so I was straddling her thigh, and a whimper came out of my mouth. My hips started moving against her soft strong leg and she moved to kiss me- faster, deeper, her tongue making its way into my mouth and touching mine. My legs absentmindly spread and she straddled me on top, pulling off and sitting up, smiling as she looked upon me and put her hair into a ponytail. Like a trained dancer, her knees went back and her body dropped down, hands landing at my hips and looping a finger through the black lace panties, pulling them off my petite legs and tossing them across the room.

Hailey met my eyes and didn’t leave them as she kissed my thigh. Painfully slowly she kissed further up. God I need this. Please. My hips straining and grinding on nothing, begging for her tongue. Begging. In one motion she gave it to me. I let out a moan as my clit sent a rush up my body and I worked my hips on her mouth as she flicked her tongue. A burst of ecstasy spread across me, I wanted every bit of it. The rush of basically a stranger, a girl at that, making me this hot and bothered as I writhed in her bed, I gripped her blonde hair as she drove me closer to the edge. Her body was laid out perfectly in front of me, her ass slightly on her knees, the bright red panties she had shaping her ass into her toned torso, and her blonde hair cascading over her face as I started to cum, loudly- I couldn’t hold it in as it sent pulse after pulse through me, my clit becoming so sensitive and panting as she picked her head up and grinned. I smiled back and pulled her up for a kiss, tasting her explorations away from my clit and to see how wet I was- I had never tasted myself, and certainly not off another girls’ lips.

“How do you like the plug? I’ve never had one before” She said, her hand running small circles around my nipple, one elbow up bracing her head, our legs entanged and me still shaking from moments ago.

“Show me how to eat a girl out like that and I’ll show you” I said, half laughing. She immediately flipped on her back and put a pillow under her head.

“Come here.” She said. “Get comfortable.” Her legs were up on either side, and I slid in the position she was in, her sheets bunching up under me and sticking to my sweaty legs. She made it look so much more graceful, I thought. Her legs were already open a little, and I ran my hands from her toes up her calves and her toned thighs, lost in how soft and warm she was, I stopped at her hips and slid my thumb under her pantyline. I moved them down, and they fell off her hips and slid off into my hands, leaving her pussy, bald like mine, and she wasted no time. I felt her hand on my hair and I looked up at her smooth, toned, cute body and she moved my head to her clit. It was cute, I thought- although I hadn’t really seen many besides my own and something about it just made me so... excited. Turned on. I liked seeing it, I liked being this close to it. I opened my mouth and moved my tongue.

“Make small movements and vary pressure on the clit with your tongue- I.. Mmmph Yeah.. Like that... I Like to move and get into a rhythm with her body” I ran my tongue around and started moving with her as she rocked her hips, my mouth around her clit but my tongue falling on and off, giving it a little stimulation. I started exploring her more, going down and tasting her, how wet she was, how good she felt to have her warmth in my mouth. My knees slid down and I was laying on my chest in front of her, my feet bent and in the air- legs spread and hips making small movements trying to get stimulation from the bunched sheets. I took my time and explored every inch of her, as much as I could before going back to her clit, building up going faster and faster. I reached down between my legs and pulled out the plug I had in, slowly and carefully. I’d never had a plug in that long but it felt so good, and I felt a little empty when it finally got into my hand.

“Lift your legs up” I said, as she rolled her hips back and brought her feet by her head. I kissed her clit, teasing it with my tongue, then teasing it down the rest of her pussy and putting my mouth on her ass. She let out a moan as I tasted and I felt it move as I tried to press- I made circles with my tongue and watched her hips sway. Her right leg was shaking a little, and I lifted off and brought the plug up, glancing at her face which was braced and a little excited, and I slid the plug to her tight ass and put just the point in, before putting my tongue on her clit and teasing it more, ever so slowly sliding in her as she relaxed. I heard an “Oh my God” under breath as it slipped in past the wide flare and I started going faster and faster with my mouth, pushing her closer. Her legs dropped down and wrapped around my head and she let out a lot of heavy breaths and a cute whimper moan as I felt her pulse, her entire body shaking and moving with the waves of pleasure coursing through her.

We collapsed into eachothers arms and held for a long moment, her fan and open window cooling our sweaty bodies and the noise of the city was clear in my ear as I came back to reality.

“So, How was it?” She smiled.