Reveling in the feeling of just being together. So many feelings at the same time- peace and contentment, happiness), completeness, and passion (god such passion. All these feeling will have their moment; From when our eyes gaze into each others and our souls connect (for a few moments) and we just bask in the glow and trust…that lovely feeling. And u love those moment…no, needs them. You remembers what trust is. Knowing ur not alone in the world - this heals, just a tiny bit, of all the past hurts. Like a permanent smiley face bandaid.

And peace. As we lean into the other and just feel safe. Seen. It’s feels good. Definition of contentment.

And then the passion, lust, and desire - grow. That amazing feeling when my brain melds with my body. Wanting to share ^{me^} with you. Desiring to have you know (and connect with) the innermost private parts of me. I want to be with all parts of you. Intimacy I believe it’s best called. The intimacy I experience when we’re together- just lovely. And rare in my life. In many peoples I think.

Then we progress- Touching your skin. Anywhere on your body - your face, up your arms, scratching ur spiky scalp, the stroking and kneading the delightful muscles of your back, I love touching all of you. Your skin is magical for me. I’ll want you in me soon (now is good too). I want to feel your cock grow hard with desire for me. To have your hands (that I love) touch my skin, tenderly hold my cheek for a moment, to feel them knead my breasts, roll and squeeze my nipples building the heat and desire in my body, feel your fingers explore my wetness, open my lips, rub my clit and plunge into my wetness. Your fingers in me, fucking me- is also magical (one of my favorite things). I know how gentle you’ll be initially while I need you to be. How you’ll control your heat and desire till we can together….then we won’t need to, and the powerful, masculine, gentle/not gentle- lover part of you will take over. And we’ll come close to your flame. Flirt with letting it take over. But something about me causes the flame to just shrug,,,, to just -not -feel the need to take over and burn. Coexisting (trust) feels good.

And then our sex. Fabulous and satisfying (really really satisfying, and luxurious- and complete release. Omg our bodies were made for each other. You, Me, Our brains and bodies and heat- they just merge. Any physical joy I bring you- brings me just as much pleasure. The same in return,,,, I know. (You take a specific delight in creating the pleasure).

Having you in me deeply. Repeatedly. Tho you’re always manly, when we’re fucking- the feeling you exude takes over - like a drug- it’s amazing to be exposed to. It causes me to feel delight in my femininity. Feel a deep satisfaction with this part of me.

That’s what tomorrow can be. Change your plans. Try to find an alternative solution.