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Lila and Cyn Series
Chapter One: Serendipity in the Pines
The sun dipped low behind the dense pine trees, casting long shadows over the winding path that led to Lilaâs cabin. Perched on the edge of a serene forest, her home exuded an enchanting aura with its dark wooden exterior adorned with intricate carvings of mystical symbols. A soft breeze rustled through the leaves, carrying with it the faint scent of pine and wildflowers.
Lila stood on her porch, a steaming mug of herbal tea cradled in her hands. Her curly red hair caught the golden hues of the setting sun, framing her delicate features and sparkling hazel eyes. She took a deep breath, savoring the tranquility that her secluded cabin provided. As an herbalist and an artist, she often found solace in the natural beauty surrounding her home, a sanctuary from the demands of her work.
Today, however, a sense of anticipation tingled at the edges of her calm. Lila had recently learned from Marley, the general store manager, that a new neighbor was moving in down the road from her. She was intrigued as to who was occupying that vacant cabin, as nobody had lived there in almost 10 years. She was eagerly awaiting to cross paths with her new neighbor, and just hoped they would be a kind friend
Her curiosity was soon satisfied. As Lila was perched on her upper level patio painting the sunset that evening, she heard the distinct crunch of gravel underfoot. She peered down the path and saw a figure approachingâa tall, muscular woman with short dark hair, dressed in cargo pants and a well-worn button-down shirt. Lilaâs heart skipped a beat as the woman drew nearer, startling her and hiding behind her easel.
âHey there,â the woman called out, her voice warm and inviting. âIâm Cyn, your new neighbor.â
Lila slowly stood up, her face hot and sweat forming at her temples, forcing an uncomfortable smile. âH-hi.. Iâm Lila. Welcome to the neighborhood. Hold on one moment!â
Lila dashed inside, looked at herself in the bathroom mirror. She was wearing a long, flowing green nightgown made of soft cotton, adorned with intricate floral embroidery along the neckline and hem. The dress had bell sleeves that reached her wrists, and her waist was cinched with a woven leather belt. This dress hid her curves, and if not for the belt, she felt she would look like a tent. Her feet were bare, and her auburn hair cascaded loosely around her shoulders. She splashed cool water on her face, trying to calm down. God, she looked insane. Lila spent her entire adolescence lusting over fictional characters, but never knew her type in reality until now. Lila whispered, âfuck itâ, slipped on her leather slides, and met Cyn at her door.
Cyn extended her hand, and Lila shook it, noting the strength and warmth in her grip. âThanks. I was just out for a walk and thought Iâd introduce myself. You know what they say, heh, itâs good to know your neighbors..â
âIâm glad you did,â Lila replied, abruptly, darting her eyes to the ground immediately after. âItâs nice to have company out here. What brings you to these parts?â
Cyn shrugged, her dark eyes twinkling with mischief. âNeeded a change of scenery. Heard this place was quiet, thought it would be a good spot to settle.â
Lila nodded, feeling a connection forming between them. God, she was beautiful. Her breath caught in her throat, and hard for her to formulate complete sentences. Cyn was tall and broad, her frame commanding attention. The worn leather jacket she wore clung to her strong shoulders, hinting at the power beneath. Her short, dark hair was tousled, framing a face that was sharp and striking, with full lips that curved in a teasing smirk. But it was Cynâs eyesâdark and intenseâthat captivated Lila the most. They seemed to hold secrets, drawing Lila in with their depth. She darted her eyes to Cynâs hands , almost instinctively, to see that they were strong, calloused, and Lila couldnât help but imagine them on her skin, gripping her with authority. Every inch of Cyn radiated dominance, from the way she stood with casual confidence to the way her pants hugged her legs. The scent of leather and pine surrounded her, filling Lilaâs senses with a longing that surprised her. In that moment, all Lila could think about was how it would feel to have Cyn take control, her presence overwhelming and intoxicating.
âIt is. I love the peace and quiet. And the forest is magical.â
âMagical, huh?â Cynâs smile widened. âI like the sound of that.â
As they chatted, Lila found herself drawn to Cynâs playful demeanor and the subtle hints of mystery that lingered around her. Cyn had a way of making her feel at ease, and Lila couldnât help but be intrigued by her new neighbor.
âWould you like to come in for some tea?â Lila offered, gesturing toward her cabin. What the fuck, Lila thought. She felt her legs shaking underneath her.
Cynâs eyes lit up. âIâd love to. Thanks.â
Inside, the cabin was cozy and inviting, with soft candlelight flickering against the walls adorned with herbs and dried flowers. Lila poured two cups of her signature blend tea and handed one to Cyn. âThis is a mix of chamomile, lavender, and lemon balm, with a hint of dried rose petals and a touch of honey.â Cyn smiles, as they settle onto the comfortable couch, the warmth of the tea and the cabin enveloping them.
âThis is delicious, thank you.â
âAny time. So, tell me more about yourself, Cyn,â Lila prompted, eager to learn more.
Cyn took a sip of her tea, her gaze steady and thoughtful. âNot much to tell, really. I work odd jobs, travel a bit. Came here to find some peace, maybe a fresh start.â
Lila nodded, sensing there was more to Cynâs story than she was letting on. Lila tilted her head, intrigued. âOdd jobs? Like what?â
Cynâs lips curved slightly, âHere and there. Carpentry, fixing things up, clearing paths in the woods.â She looked away, as if the details werenât important, though Lila felt there was more Cyn wasnât saying. âIâm good with my hands,â Cyn added, her voice a little deeper.
Lilaâs breath hitched, and she tucked a loose curl behind her ear to mask her reaction. âSounds⌠useful,â she murmured, her eyes darting to Cynâs hands again, imagining their strength, the way theyâd feel against her.
Cyn chuckled softly, her gaze returning to Lila, sharp and knowing. âYouâre blushing,â she pointed out, leaning forward slightly, her presence suddenly more intense.
Lilaâs cheeks flushed even deeper at the teasing tone in Cynâs voice. She looked away, trying to gather her composure. âAm I? Must be the heat from the fire,â she replied, forcing a light laugh, though she knew it was a weak excuse.
Cyn didnât seem convinced. She leaned back in her chair, her smirk widening as she watched Lila fidget. âYou seem like the type who spends a lot of time in her head,â she said after a pause. âToo much time alone out here, maybe?â
Lila glanced up, biting her lip. âIs that a bad thing?â she asked softly.
âNot always,â Cyn replied, her voice low and almost rough. âBut sometimes you need someone to pull you out of your own thoughts. Someone to remind you thereâs more than just the quiet.â
Lila swallowed hard, her pulse quickening. Cynâs words hung heavy in the air, and she found herself leaning into the tension, drawn to it despite her nerves. âPerhaps. Perhaps you are correctâ she said, her voice barely above a whisper, her eyes locked with Cynâs.
Cynâs smirk faded slightly, her gaze growing darker, more serious. âTell me more about yourself, do you have family living out here?â She leaned forward again, anticipating her response.
Lilaâs heart raced, her breath shallow as Cynâs words wrapped around her like a tether, pulling her closer, even as they scared her. She felt the heat between them, undeniable, but tried to shift into the new conversation.
She licked her lips nervously. âMy parents gave up their parental rights to my maternal grandmother, and Iâve never met them. My grandmother passed five years ago and thatâs when I moved out here. She was my everything, and I live my life to make her proud,â she said, fighting back tears.
Cyn held her gaze, unblinking. âI want you to know that Iâm so sorry for your loss, and I do not take you being vulnerable with me for grantedâ she said, her voice low and husky.
Lila felt like bursting out in tears right there. After being alone for five years, any form of kindness touched her soul. âAnd you,â she responded, âwhat about your family?â
Lila felt a growing sense of comfort and connection with Cyn, a feeling that was both exciting and a little daunting.
Cyn hesitates before answering. âMy dad spent more time screwing hookers and drinking at dive bars than being at home and my mother is bipolar. I raised myself and my two younger brothers. My family never accepted my identity either, and Iâve always felt distanced from them.â
Lila puts her hand on Cynâs shoulder. âCyn, Iâm so sorry. They should be proud of the person you are today.â Her voice trails off.
âWell, thanks for the tea, Lila. It was nice getting to know you.â
âLikewise,â Lila replied, her heart fluttering with a mix of emotions. âDonât be a stranger.â
âI wonât,â Cyn promised, her gaze lingering on Lila for a moment longer before she turned and walked down the path, disappearing into the twilight.
As Lila watched her go, she couldnât shake the feeling that this was the beginning of something special, but did she fuck it up?
Chapter Two: Stirring Desires
In the two weeks after the first encounter, Lilaâs feelings about Cyn felt different, almost awkward, charged with an undercurrent Lila couldnât quite explain, though the sensation lingered like the scent of wildflowers on the breeze. Her cabin, normally a sanctuary for calm and reflection, now buzzed with anticipation. And Cyn was at the center of it all.
Lila couldnât stop thinking about her. She should have reached out first, right? Was that the last time they would ever speak? Was she even her type? Would Cyn be interested in a bigger girl? The casual confidence in the way Cyn moved, her strong, muscular frame perfectly contained in those worn cargo pants, the way her short dark hair framed those piercing eyesâeverything about Cyn had Lila mesmerized. Sheâd never expected to encounter a woman like Cyn out here, deep in the woods, and yet now that she had, she couldnât shake the magnetic pull.
Cyn exuded a quiet strength, the kind Lila had only read about in her romance novels but had never experienced in real life. And the thought of it consumed her, haunting her quiet moments with an intensity she hadnât felt in a long time. Lila often found herself imagining Cyn stepping behind her, large hands wrapping around her waist, cupping her curves and admiring her thickness, pulling her in closeâperhaps even rougher than she dared to admit. She wondered about Cynâs sexual experiences, and if she would mind her lack of. If she would mind her cellulite, her stretch marks, her chubby thighs. She flushed at the thought, heat pooling low in her belly. She hadnât realized how much she longed for that kind of energy until now.
One late afternoon, after the fantasies began to cloud her focus and she had to do something about it, Lila decided to visit Cyn. But first, she must prepare herself. After a soak in lavender salts and some affirmations, she puts her hair in two wispy braids before picking out her outfit. She pulled out a white lacy overlay to go on top of a cream silk long camisole, brown tights, and a green and ocean blue cardigan her grandmother had knit for her once upon a time. She then carefully prepared a basketâan excuse, really, to see her againâstuffed with herbal teas, homemade preserves, and freshly baked bread. She laced up her brown boots, and took a deep breath. The walk to Cynâs cabin was only a few minutes, yet Lilaâs heart was racing the entire way, her mind swirling with thoughts that bordered on scandalous. Every step closer to Cyn stirred that desire in her core, the lingering fantasy of being pressed up against her cabin walls.
When Lila knocked on Cynâs door, it swung open with ease, revealing Cynâs tall, strong form standing in the doorway. Lilaâs breath caught in her throat at the sight of her neighborâs easy grin. The familiarity in Cynâs expression was like a warm embrace, but there was something more tooâsomething Lila longed to sink into.
âLila! What a surprise,â Cyn greeted her with that same unruffled charm that had Lila weak at the knees. âCome on in.â
Stepping into Cynâs cabin, Lila felt a thrum of excitement ripple through her. The room was simple, cozy, much like her ownâyet it had Cynâs undeniable presence stamped all over it. From the guitar resting against the wall to the worn leather boots by the door, everything screamed rugged, and Lila couldnât help but imagine Cyn using that strength, those hands, in ways that left her breathless.
âI brought a little something for you,â Lila said, offering the basket with an innocent smile. But her mind raced with far less innocent thoughts.
Cynâs dark eyes glinted with appreciation as she accepted the gift. âYou didnât have to, but I appreciate it. This looks amazing.â Her voice had that low, gravelly tone that sent shivers down Lilaâs spine.
As Cyn set the basket on the counter, Lilaâs gaze involuntarily traveled over her shoulders, admiring the way her muscles flexed beneath the fabric of her shirt. Lila felt her skin heat as her thoughts drifted againâthis time to Cyn grabbing her from behind, pulling her close, strong arms locking her in place. She swallowed hard, her mouth suddenly dry.
They moved to the living room, each carrying a cup of tea, though Lila was more focused on the proximity between them. As they settled into their seats by the fire, their conversation flowed with ease, but Lila found it harder and harder to concentrate. Cyn was intoxicatingly closeâtoo close for her mind not to wander.
âSo what made you pick this spot?â Cyn asked, breaking through Lilaâs reverie. âNot exactly a bustling town full of people.â
Lila smiled, though her thoughts were anything but serene. âI needed a change⌠some quiet,â she replied, her voice softer than usual. She noticed Cynâs eyes on her, steady and intent. âI wanted somewhere to reconnect with nature.â
âSeems like youâve found that,â Cyn mused, her lips curving slightly. âItâs a good spot for peace⌠and maybe a little more.â
Lilaâs breath caught in her throat at the way Cyn said more, the word sending a spark through her. She shifted in her seat, wishing she could quell the heat rising within her. She thought of her hands around her throat, her perfect lips on her pussy. She would do anything she asked her to do.
Cyn picked up her guitar, and began strumming a melody that was haunting and beautiful, much like the woman herself.
âOh wow, are you self taught?â
âMy grandfather kept his guitar in our garage and when things got rough, Iâd go outside and practice.â
Lila nodded. The music only deepened Lilaâs sense of longing, adding fuel to the fire already burning low in her belly. As Cynâs fingers expertly coaxed each note from the strings, Lila couldnât help but picture those hands on her skinâfirm, possessive. The air in the cabin seemed to thicken with unspoken tension, a tension that both excited and terrified her.
âSo, how old are you?,â Lila clumsily asks.
âIâm 34, you?â
âIâm 25.â
âWow. How did you manage to buy yourself a cabin at 21?â
âWell, it actually belonged to my late grandfather. It was left to my grandmother, who gave it to me when she passed.â
âOh, wow. Well, Iâm happy youâre hereâ
âIâm happy to be here, even more so now that you are,â her cheeks flushing deep shades of splotchy red.
Cyn puts her guitar down and watches Lila closely. There was an intensity in Cynâs gaze that made Lilaâs heart skip a beat. âYouâre really good,â Lila whispered, though her thoughts were far from the music now.
âThanks,â Cyn said, a small, knowing smile playing on her lips. âItâs a release.â
Lila barely nodded, her mind still caught on the image of Cyn behind her, those strong hands gripping her hips, holding her steady. She wanted itâmore than she dared admit aloud. The intensity of her attraction had taken her by surprise, and yet, she couldnât shake it. Not with Cyn sitting across from her, close enough to touch, her presence so commanding.
âDid you know that you are incredibly beautiful, Lila? Not to be too forward or anything, but you have this Romanesque beauty about you. Like a painting, I could stare for hours.â Lila could barely contain her desire, and panicked, stumbling over her words. âI⌠heh⌠you are too. And I mean it. Can you tell?,â she said, with a slight giggle. Cyn reaches for her right hand, and pulls her up from the loveseat. She walked her to the door, their hands brushed in what should have been an innocent gesture, but the contact sent electricity through Lilaâs veins. Her gaze lingered on Cynâs lips for a split second too long before she quickly averted her eyes, heat rising to her cheeks.
âThanks for coming by, Lila, but I have an early morning and it is already 10:30. I want to see you tomorrow. â Cyn said softly, her voice like velvet.
âAnytime,â Lila replied, her voice catching just slightly. She knew she meant it. She would be back. And when she returned, she couldnât help but wonder just how much further their growing connection might take them.
As Lila walked back through the forest, the air around her seemed thick with possibility, the scent of pine and wildflowers no longer the only things intoxicating her senses. She smiled to herself, excitement thrumming beneath her skin.
Chapter 3: The Invitation
Lila could not sleep. She tossed and turned, touched herself to the thought of Cyn dominating her, and slept for a grand total of four hours. As she woke up that morning, took a long shower, and picked out a sheer black shirt, long black tulle skirt, a flowy cardigan, and her black woven leather belt with silver accents. Her breasts were large, but perky. Her nipples showing through the fabric, but she declined wearing a bra as her work today consisted of making calming tinctures for child with severe sensory sensitivities.
She loved this time of year. Hearing the soft rustle of leaves outside her cabin, the midst of fall. She stood by the window, nursing her second cup of coffee, her gaze drifting over the misty woods. The distant hum of life beyond the trees felt like another world, far removed from her cozy sanctuary. She opened her herbal journal and began gathering ingredients. 1. Valerian root, check. 2. Chamomile, check. 3. Lemon balm, check. 4. Holy basil, check. 5. Passionflower, getting low but has enough for today.
She felt at peace in her solitude, yet there was a lingering energy she couldnât shake, a subtle hum beneath the surface of her quiet life. God, canât she tell she wants her? She wants her fingers in her mouth and her tight virgin pussy. She wants to be flipped on her stomach and railed from behind, hair being pulled, told to take it. Fuck.
A knock at the door startled her from her reverie. Lilaâs heart skipped, and she set her mug down carefully. She hadnât been expecting anyone.
As she approached the door, her mind raced with curiosity, forgetting about her exposed nipples. She opened it to reveal Cyn, standing there with her usual confident stance, dark eyes glinting beneath the brim of her worn cap, muscles bursting out of her beige overalls. A chill ran down Lilaâs spine at the sight of her.
âMorning, Lila,â Cyn greeted, her voice as smooth as ever, a hint of a smirk playing on her lips. âMarley sent me. She mentioned something about leaky floorboards?â
Lila blinked, trying to process the sudden shift in her day. She had mentioned her floorboards to Marley in passing, but she hadnât expected any helpâespecially not from Cyn. âOh, right. I didnât think it was that urgent.â
Cyn shrugged, stepping closer, her presence commanding yet calm. âMarley figured I had the time, so I thought Iâd come take a look. If you donât mind, of course.â
There was something in Cynâs gaze, an intensity that made Lilaâs pulse quicken. She hesitated for only a moment before stepping aside. âSure, come on in.â
Cyn entered the cabin, her boots thudding softly against the wooden floor. Lila closed the door behind her, the sound of the latch clicking into place suddenly louder in the quiet space. She turned to find Cyn already surveying the room, her gaze thoughtful as she took in the details.
âSo, whereâs the trouble?â Cyn asked, her eyes meeting Lilaâs with that same intensity that always left her breathless.
Lila swallowed, trying to keep her voice steady. âIn the kitchen. Near the back door. The boards creak, and itâs been getting worse with the rain.â
Cyn nodded and moved toward the kitchen, her movements deliberate and sure. Lila found herself trailing behind, her eyes lingering on Cynâs broad shoulders, the way her arms flexed as she moved. She had always been drawn to Cynâs quiet strength, the way she seemed to command every space she entered without needing to say much.
As Cyn knelt to examine the floorboards, Lila leaned against the counter, trying to steady her thoughts. But it was hard to ignore the way Cynâs presence filled the room, making the space feel smaller, more intimate.
âItâs a bit warped,â Cyn said after a moment, running her hand over the wood. âIâll need to pull up a few boards, see whatâs going on underneath.â
Lila nodded, though her mind was only half on the floorboards. The other half was entirely focused on Cynâon the way her hands moved with such practiced ease, the way her dark hair fell just above her eyes as she worked. She couldnât help but imagine those hands on her, guiding her, grounding her.
âDo you need anything?â Lila asked, her voice softer than she intended.
Cyn looked up, her gaze locking onto Lilaâs. There was a pause, a beat of silence that hung heavy between them. âYeah,â Cyn said quietly, standing up slowly. âI could use a little help.â
Lilaâs breath hitched as Cyn moved closer, her hand brushing lightly against Lilaâs arm. The touch was electric, sending shivers down her spine. Cynâs fingers lingered, tracing a slow line up to her shoulder, and Lila felt herself leaning into the touch without thinking.
âHelp with what?â Lila asked, her voice barely a whisper.
Cynâs lips curled into a smirk, her dark eyes never leaving Lilaâs. âWith this,â she murmured, leaning in. Her hand slid around to the back of Lilaâs neck, pulling her closer until their lips were just a breath apart.
Lilaâs heart pounded in her chest as Cyn closed the distance, capturing her lips in a kiss that was soft yet demanding, full of the heat that had been building between them for so long. Lila melted into it, her hands finding their way to Cynâs waist, clutching at the fabric of her shirt as she deepened the kiss.
Cyn responded with a low hum of approval, her hands slipping down to Lilaâs hips, pulling her closer until their bodies were pressed together. The kiss grew more urgent, more heated, and Lila felt herself drowning in the sensation of it, of Cynâs strength and warmth enveloping her. Cyn began to thumb at her hard and exposed nipples before quickly moving her hand to Lilaâs cheek.
When Cyn finally pulled back, Lila was breathless, her lips tingling, pussy dripping. But Cyn didnât let her go far. She kept one hand on Lilaâs hip, the other brushing a strand of red hair away from her face.
âIâve been wanting to do that for a while,â Cyn admitted, her voice low and rough.
Lila smiled, her own fingers tracing the line of Cynâs jaw. âMe too.â
Cyn chuckled softly, leaning in for another kiss. This one was slower, more deliberate, and Lila felt her whole body respond, heat pooling low in her belly as Cynâs hands roamed over her back, her hips, teasingly close to where she needed them.
But Cyn didnât rush. She took her time, kissing and exploring, pushing Lila to the edge but never quite giving her what she craved. Lila gasped as Cynâs lips trailed down her neck, her hands gripping Cynâs shoulders for support.
âCyn,â Lila breathed, her voice trembling with need.
But Cyn just smirked against her skin, pulling back slightly to meet Lilaâs gaze. âPatience, sweetheart,â she murmured, her voice a low purr. âWeâve got all the time in the world.â
Lilaâs breath caught in her throat at the pet name, her body thrumming with anticipation. Cynâs teasing touch, her commanding presence, the way she held Lila right on the edgeâit was intoxicating.
Cyn glances at the time on the clock in the living room, and her eyes widen. âI.. I have to go. I have another client. Iâm so sorry. Iâll finish your floorboards soon.â She rushes out the door, shaking her head. After she leaves and the door latches, she turns around against the door and grunts. Fuck! We were so close! She stomps to her bedroom, pulls out her green wand, and pulls up her skirt. She presses the vibration to her clit, and buckles her knees in pleasure. She pictures Cyn choking her, spanking her, tying her up. âIâm such a filthy slut. What is wrong with me?â Truth is, Lila has had these thoughts before, but never paid them much attention. She assumed it was caused by watching too much porn, reading too many wattpad stories, or some repressed traumatic past. Oh well. Who cares? Lila erupts in an intense orgasm and passes out after the first evening hour.
Chapter 4: Reading
A week passed, and the silence was deafening.
Every day felt longer than the last, the hours stretching out endlessly as Lila replayed that encounter in her mind over and over again. She hadnât heard a word from Cyn since she walked out of the cabin, leaving Lila with nothing but questions and an overwhelming sense of anticipation. The weight of her promise hung heavy in the air, making it difficult to focus on anything else.
Each time she caught a glimpse of her phone, her heart would leap, hoping for a message from Cyn. But there was nothingâjust the vast, echoing silence that seemed to grow louder with every passing day. Cyn had simply disappeared, leaving Lila with her thoughts and the lingering memory of that electrifying moment.
By the sixth day, Lila had nearly convinced herself that Cyn had changed her mind, that maybe this was all too much. But then, on the seventh morning, she found it.
Lila stepped out onto her porch, blinking in the pale sunlight, and froze. There, resting on the old wooden planks, was a thick, leather-bound bookâworn and weathered, with no title on the cover. Beside it, a sticky note was attached with Cynâs familiar scrawl:
â Lila,
There are parts of me that cannot exist in the light, parts that thrive in the shadows where control and desire entwine so deeply that one cannot exist without the other. This is my truth, my needâa need that goes beyond want or preference. It is the only way I can be.
I have tried to understand love without power, affection without submission, but those kinds of relationships slip through my fingers like smoke. I do not understand how people live in the softness of vanilla, in the tender spaces where boundaries blur into compromise, where passion is gentle and hearts are left untouched by the burn of true connection.
With you, itâs different. I see your submission in the way you look at me, the way your body responds to my presence, even when you donât realize it. You are made for this, Lilaâmade for surrender. I feel it in my bones. And because of that, I cannot control myself around you. I cannot keep pretending that I am something Iâm not. I know how quickly youâll fall for me once you give in, and I know that I will fall just as fast.
But I can only give myself to you through this. I can only love you within the structure of control, within the rituals of dominance and submission. This is the only way I know how to be vulnerable, the only way I know how to trust. Without this, there is nothing. I cannot separate the desire for control from my heart, because it is all intertwined.
So, this manual is not just a set of rules. It is my offering to you, my way of saying that I want you, that I need youâbut only if you can accept this part of me. I cannot have a relationship that doesnât burn with this intensity, that doesnât echo with the power of surrender and control. This is how I love. This is how I exist.
If you can accept that, if you can fall into this with me, I will give you everythingâmy strength, my protection, my devotion. But without it, there can be nothing between us. My love cannot breathe in any other space.
Think carefully before you sign, because once you do, thereâs no turning back. I want you fully, but only on these terms.
Look this over for at least five days before you decide. If you agree, bring the signed last page to me and surrender yourself. If not, weâre done. No exceptions. - Cynâ
Lilaâs heart pounded as she picked up the book, her fingers tracing the worn edges of the leather. It felt heavy in her hands, both physically and emotionally. She knew, without even opening it, that this was something Cyn had written herself. This wasnât just a manualâit was a part of Cynâs soul, her deepest desires laid bare in ink and paper.
The Rules
Submission and Control
⢠Rule 1.1: You will address me as Sir or Master during any scene. Outside of scenes, you will refer to me as Sir when we are in private, and Cyn when we are in public. There is no room for disrespect. ⢠Rule 1.2: You will surrender yourself to me completely. Your body, mind, and pleasure are mine to control. You are to follow my commands without hesitation or complaint. ⢠Rule 1.3: You will not touch yourself without my explicit permission. Your pleasure is mine to give or withhold as I see fit. If you disobey this rule, there will be severe punishment.
Communication
⢠Rule 2.1: Safe words are mandatory. Yellow means slow down, red means stop immediately. If you are gagged or unable to speak, you will use a pre-designated signal to indicate your need to stop. ⢠Rule 2.2: You will communicate your desires, fears, and limits clearly, but once those are established, you are expected to trust me fully. Any attempts to manipulate or test me will result in punishment. ⢠Rule 2.3: You are to send me a detailed report every day, describing how you are feeling and reflecting on your submission. This report must include details of any fantasies youâve had, how youâve obeyed the rules, and any failures.
Boundaries and Limits
⢠Rule 3.1: Your hard limits will be respected, but all other areas are fair game. I expect you to push your boundaries and trust me to know how far you can go. Your current hard limits are: [Insert Lilaâs hard limits here]. ⢠Rule 3.2: You are not to question my authority during scenes. You may express discomfort or fear, but you are not to resist unless your safe word is used. You will submit to me completely, even if it scares you. ⢠Rule 3.3: If you challenge my authority outside of scenes, there will be consequences. Disobedience will not be tolerated. Punishments will be designed to remind you of your place and ensure you do not make the same mistake twice.
Rituals and Routine
⢠Rule 4.1: You will maintain a nightly ritual of submission. Every night before bed, you will kneel at my feet, naked, and wait for my instructions. I may choose to use you, punish you, or simply enjoy your submission in silence. This will remind you of your place. ⢠Rule 4.2: You will wear a collar during scenes. This collar is a symbol of your submission and ownership. When it is on, you are mine to do with as I please. When it is off, you will return to your role in the outside world, but you will remember who you belong to. ⢠Rule 4.3: You will keep your body ready for me at all times. This includes keeping yourself clean, shaved, and available whenever I call for you. You will not deny me access to your body under any circumstances.
Discipline and Reward
⢠Rule 5.1: Disobedience will be punished. Punishments may include, but are not limited to: spanking, denial of orgasm, prolonged edging, public humiliation, or tasks designed to test your endurance and obedience. ⢠Rule 5.2: Rewards will be given when youâve earned them. You may be granted orgasms, praise, or other privileges when you please me. Your pleasure is a reward, not a right. ⢠Rule 5.3: You are expected to maintain a high standard of obedience and respect at all times. Failure to do so will result in consequences that remind you of your role.
Surrender
⢠Rule 6.1: The final act of submission is signing this manual. By signing, you agree to follow the rules laid out within, to trust me with your submission, and to give me complete control over your body and mind. ⢠Rule 6.2: If you choose to sign, you will surrender yourself to me fully. You will bring the signed last page to me, and we will begin immediately. Failure to bring the signed page means you do not agree to the terms, and our relationship will return to that of strangers. ⢠Rule 6.3: If you choose not to sign, you must never speak to me of this again. You will respect my boundaries, and we will not pursue anything further. Our connection will be severed completely.
Final Agreement
⢠Rule 7.1: This is a binding contract. Once signed, you are agreeing to submit to me fully. This will remain in place until I decide otherwise, or until we mutually agree to change it. ⢠Rule 7.2: Your submission is not ownership. You are free to walk away, but if you do, you will lose me entirely. If at any point you wish to end our dynamic, you must communicate that to me clearly and respectfully. ⢠Rule 7.3: By signing, you are choosing to give yourself to me completely. This is a commitment to your submission and to our dynamic. There will be no turning back.
Lila swallowed hard as she reached the last page. There, at the bottom, was a signature line, waiting for her name. The choice was clearâsign and surrender, or walk away forever. She closed the book, her mind spinning with the possibilities. Five days. She had five days to decide if she was ready for this, ready to give herself to Cyn completely, or if the price was too high.
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