Here, as some have requested, an update from silke's pov.

Hello everyone, I'm Silke😁 I have to admit, I'm a bit excited to write this here😅

I'm 47 years old, married and have a 22-year-old son. I work in an office as a project manager and am actually very down to earth. Most people who see this have probably already read the other texts. I would just like to explain a little more about how it all came about and why.

Well, I think it's normal for sex and passion to diminish over the years. I love my husband and my family more than anything! But some time ago, a very good friend of mine got divorced. The reasons don't matter, but she told me from time to time about her dates, which she had again some time later. And I have to say, that awakened something in me. Especially her stories about when she met younger men and how long they lasted and what they do to you... Well, I realized that I actually want that too, almost need it. My husband hardly performs in bed anymore, if we ever have sex again. So I always had to do it myself. I didn't have a problem with that until my friend told me all of this😅

I then plucked up the courage and created a more or less "secret" tinder profile. I was amazed at how many requests I received, and also a little flattered 🙈 But most of them didn't lead to anything. I always said in the first message that I'm married and have a family, that I don't know exactly what I'm looking for and therefore can't promise anything. That put a lot of people off, or they didn't care, but the only thing they wanted was to get into bed with me as quickly as possible. Until I was finally lucky enough to meet t., the person who wrote the other information about our story and who is now very close to me.

He was directly empathetic and understanding (if you're reading this t. then don't imagine anything!😂) and didn't force me to do anything. He reassured me that I could stop anything at any time, for any reason, and that I only had to go as far as I wanted. It was probably pretty good that we had started with sexting, it was like a starter drug for me😅 I must have been pretty lost at the beginning, the last time I had done such gimmicks was 20 years ago, still via sms and such nonsense😂 well, it still got very hot and horny very quickly, and so I only got confirmation of what I and my body were missing. Once again really good and wild sex! Like being taken all night in my teenage years and behaving really slutty! (God, I'm getting hot again just writing this😬) So that went back and forth at first, my conversations with t. also became more and more personal and intimate, and I quickly got the feeling that I really interested him and he didn't just want to "fuck" me quickly. We also started having secret phone calls and video calls from time to time. The attraction that it was and is hidden and morally wrong... makes it even more pleasurable. Also the tasks that t. has given me and that I have to do at home and in the office bring me back to cloud 7 of lust, I feel so young, dirty and desired, when I get a picture or video of his penis as a reward and he tells me what a good slut I am. God then I just melt away and my juice just flows🙈😍 We had a long conversation last week about how we could somehow prepare my husband for me acting out sexually with t. without it jeopardizing our relationship. For your info, my husband is extremely kind and caring, but this is also reflected in bed.

He is the opposite of the dominant "stallion" I need. He lets me do everything to him, loves it when I take control and comes after just a few minutes of sex. I have also mentioned that he no longer really satisfies me sexually, which he was probably aware of. I also satisfied myself yesterday in bed next to him with my dildo, he asked me if he could help, but I just said it wouldn't do much good. Unfortunately that was also true. He then played around with himself a bit, but that gave me an idea 😅

I told him that if he absolutely had to satisfy himself now, he should please stand up, it distracts me when the bed shakes. So he stood at the foot end, I uncovered myself a little for him, so that he at least had some inspiration, and continued to satisfy myself with the dildo. When I realized how hot it seemed to make him, I even took my phone and turned on a porno!🙈 I usually only do that when I'm alone and in secret! It wasn't even a special porno, but the situation made me so horny. I kept moaning quietly about how much I needed a big young cock that could take me all night. After that, my husband came almost immediately and squirted in his pyjamas.

I then sent him to the shower, and in the meantime had a short video call with T. and told him everything, and helped him cum a little myself🙈😇

My husband came back to bed unsuspectingly a little later.

I feel incredibly alive in situations like this! I can hardly wait for the weekend when t. finally comes and I can finally prove to him what a good horny slut I am for him!

Hopefully only my son won't notice...because his mom can be pretty loud when she's in ecstasy😅😬

Well, I've already got myself an outfit, but you won't find out about that dear t. until then❤️

I hope you enjoyed my little story and that it gave you a little insight. I'm always happy about the comments and always read them diligently! T. always shows me everything that might interest me or is addressed to me.

Best regards, Silke ❤️😁