It's been a while since I wrote here. After spending a large part of last week without release, finally FINALLY today, I have time to myself. with my cock this hard and ready to be stroked, it just really needs to happen. My cock NEEDS to be stroked. I NEED to feel good.

It was pleasant having relatives at home for a week, but I can't really think about that right now. I REALLY have to fucking masturbate now that I've started. I'm only about 4 minutes in and my immediate instinct is to type out my horniness, just like old times. Pussy would feel so nice right now. Warm mouth around my cock would feel so nice. The inside of a warm female ass would feel so nice. That stimulation for my cock, the pleasure of fucking. I could cum right away right now if I stroke hard enough, and although my body probably needs like 4 orgasms today, I'll go ahead and just edge for now. I want to relish this incredible stiffness of my hardened penis, where it's delicious to just pull the skin back, causing the base to throb and squeeze involuntarily. Then relax and stroke softly again. It feels SO nice when my cock gets so big it's slightly painful from its size. I don't know if it's like this for all men. For me, the closest description I can think of is like when I haven't stretched in a while - once I do... it feels good ALL over. Wonderful pleasure just and only from my cock being hard. In addition to the physical warmth and sensation, there's a happy sense of fulfillment. I'm SO satisfied when my cock is fully hard, like, THIS is how nice and big my cock can be. This is the state my cock is meant to be in - delicious thickness made to looked at, admired, desired, and then used to penetrate and force a delicate pussy or mouth to fullness. Dripping fluids, unmistakable in taste, intended to disappear deep inside an exposed female body.

When I'm like this, I can't understand how I went so many days without treating my cock. How did I resist masturbating the day before? Why haven't I been cumming every single day? Clearly my entire body needs this pleasure, all of these sensations. I don't know how I managed, but all that matters is that I masturbate now. now now now. I've wasted lots of time wherein I could have been pumping my cock, I should have been masturbating and cumming every day like I need. I just couldn't get to it. But it doesn't really matter anymore. My cock is feeling good now and that's all that matters.

I'm still in the middle of my workday and it's not even a very idle one, but I need this time so much and I don't want to be bothered. I'm masturbating so please don't disturb me, unless you have a very wet pussy to show, or a well-lubed female ass to present, or a wide open mouth that wants cock. Or perhaps thick tits that can contain a thick cock like mine. And if you only intend to expose yourself and not be deeply and thoroughly fucked, make sure to say so right away. Otherwise, you'll be taking the full length of me from the very first thrust, and from then on, you'll only be pounded and used, made to relieve this immense need for sexual pleasure.

[I only write while in the midst of masturbating. More stories in my profile.]