Last week I felt like I would fade away, but ended up experiencing a cosmic explosion instead. We were at my lover's cabin, spending our time keeping each other warm. After a couple of days devouring each other, we decided we should enjoy the outdoors too. 

Madame said we would do some yoga and then head outside for a cold plunge in the lake. I immediately refused, which didn't go over well, but when I was told that I could get into the water and right back out, followed by a sauna and a "surprise" in the sauna...well, I couldn't refuse. 

I took some wood to the sauna to get the fire started. I had a feeling we might be in there for a while, so I carried over plenty of wood.

When I walked back into the cabin, Madame had already started doing yoga. Naked. My favourite. I could watch her do yoga, naked or clothed, without ever tiring. She moves elegantly. She is elegance. The world slows down in those moments, while my heart speeds up. I often sit and watch her stretch her long limbs, skin taut, silver hair tracing her movements, breathing deeply. I'm breathing deeply, and I'm sitting perfectly still. I desperately want to reach for my cock, but I know the satisfaction that comes with patience. 

Madame — my lover, the one I give anything and everything — knows the effect that she has on me by the mere fact of her existence. Just the idea of Madame is stirring. But she's real and she's in my life. When she chooses to get me stirred up, I'm defenseless. I used to feel like the putty I become around her was me becoming a useless puddle of mush, yet Madame has always found me to be very useful in ways that delight both of us. And there's a fluidity of transformation from putty to solidity that always feels like natural magic with Madame.

The last time I watched her do yoga was in the summer. She was in her pajamas — light, loose shorts and a matching short sleeved buttoned shirt. I felt the same stirring watching her then. I wanted to stroke myself while watching her, but that wasn't even an option. I was wearing my birdcage. So I just watched her as I filled the birdcage. I was so uncomfortable. I got up to leave the room, but Madame told me to stay. I took off my robe and sat back down. She continued doing yoga. She didn't change anything. She was doing her exercises the way she always does. It didn't matter. There's magic in the mundane. Watching her move, glimpses of a nipple, a ribbon of belly above the waist of her shorts, the silky dip of her pelvis. Places my body knew so well. In that moment I didn't even need my hand. "Nooooo...," I half gasped and whined. Madame lifted her head and started to laugh when she realized what was going on. I closed my eyes in defeat. When Madam was finished yoga, I could hear her walk away. A few minutes later I heard her bare feet walking back to me. I kept my eyes closed as I heard her approaching me. Then I felt a warm liquid drip onto my forehead. I flinched as she laughed and put her hand over my eyes. She shushed me and pushed me back. She started wiping my face with a warm wet cloth and ran it over my chest and belly down to the birdcage. My cock had been squished into such an awkward position when I came that I'd made quite a mess. We had a good laugh. Then she started licking me as she unlocked and removed the birdcage. Madame put the collar around my neck and walked me to the bedroom.

Back at the cabin, on a cold, snowy day I came out of my daydream. But this was no less magical and it was happening right in front of me. Madame was naked, and I couldn't stand it any longer. She was lying on her back with her waist bent, legs parallel to her torso, feet above her head, toes touching the ground, and her gorgeous ass was irresistible. I moved close to her and bent down towards the small of her back, kissing from Madame's tailbone and then tracing my tongue along  the crack of her ass, circling into her sweet asshole. Yoga was done for today. Madame wrapped her thighs around my neck and told me to stop. I think she whimpered a little. Then she jumped up, ran outside and jumped into the lake. I followed.

The moment I jumped into the water I ran back out, grabbed my towel and rushed to the sauna. It was perfect. My body warmed up in a few minutes while I waited for Madame. I lit a joint, lay down on the wooden bench, inhaled, long exhale. A couple of minutes later I heard the sauna door open, and immediately felt the chill. The door closed and I warmed up again quickly. My eyes were closed and I felt her lips on mine, leisurely sucking my lower lip. Then I felt her tie my wrist to the bench, then my other wrist. Then she fastened each of my ankles to the bench. She placed a folded towel under my head and proceeded to lower herself onto my face. For the first few minutes I lick, kiss, nip and suck her pussy while she sways above me. But then I become wetness, hardness, softness, squishiness. Whatever Madame needs as she fucks my tongue and mashes her clit onto my lips telling me to take her clit between my teeth. Bite it a little. More. Yes. Harder. Yes. My face is soaked. All of me is soaked.

I don't remember Madame putting a blindfold on me, but there it is. Her thighs are still squeezing me as the spasming fades. I kiss her pussy as she lifts herself off of me. Madame puts a straw to my lips and I suck in cool water. Perfect. She positions the straw so that I can reach it by turning my head. She holds the joint to my mouth and I inhale deeply. As I slowly exhale, the door closes.

I decide to make the most of my time lying in the sauna, restrained and blindfolded by meditating. My mind can't focus though. I feel sweat dripping down my face and body. My mind isn't racing though. I'm just feeling drained. I'm exhausted, but not exactly sleepy. My body is exhausted. But warm and soft and stretched. My body wants to sleep. And there's a flash of sunlight and a blast of cold. Sips of water. Lips. Tongue. I'm not sure where I am. Mouth on my belly, hand cupping my balls, tongue along my cock, then inside her wet-warm mouth. Swallowing all of me. My cock, balls, ass, belly, chest, neck, head, hands, arms legs and feet. She consumes me. All of me is hers. One universe communing with another universe.