First: My crush and I had a sexual encounter over my high school vacation; he had just broken up with someone, so it was an opportunity to spend time together. I dated him for about four months. I didn't feel comfortable blowing him off, so I never did, but he was happy that I had lost my virginity. He was always asking me if he was really my first.

2nd and 3rd: I was in a situation-ship with two guys in my second year of college. I was unsure of which of these two to chose for a long-term relationship, so I had a brief affair with each of them. Since they were aware of one another, it wasn't cheating or anything. I managed both of them with elegance, and I kept doing so throughout my third year of college. Since I was more seasoned and at ease with both of them, I was my kinkiest with both of them even though I had never been in a threesome. I used to put them on a leash, give them blowjobs, and even tolerate slurs like "randi," "kutiya," and "vaishya," among other things. My favorite part of my roleplaying "kaamwaali bai" is that it still makes me grin. We also added a faith that is different from mine in our scenario (don't judge us, we were just experimenting). Something Even if it wasn't always at the same time, I used to sleep with both of them on the same day. I had fun doing it. It felt like a dream come true to have two men ready for me.

4th: I started dating my current boyfriend/FWB in November of last year. Although I am taking it slowly, I am also kinky with him. I'm hoping that this will be my final relationship before getting married. He loves me, and I love him. He is 27 years old, has his own apartment, and we have sex here virtually every weekend. He also enjoys keeping me on a leash and spanking my ass. My favorite part of it is when he cums on my face.