Sorry if this isn't typed well but I'm up late and need to share with someone.

I've been thinking about this for a while and Iit only happened earlier today. I went on lunch break and ended up having to call and lie to my boss after going back to my car with a drenched skirt and socks. TMI, but it was spontaneous and it turns out I'm a weirdo and I should have planned better.

I'm not into much kinky stuff, but I've had this intrusive thought for years about an awkward guy accidentally peeing while he's fumbling and trying penetrate me. So, my new years resolution has pretty much been to make it happen anonymously. I posted on my local r4r (no way I'm sharing that here btw) for a meetup in the least busy corner of a highrise shopping centre carpark near my work.

Imagine first date butterflies x 1000 when he pulled up next to my car. We didn't actually talk that much but he wasn't bad which was a huge relief. He looked like he was on lunch too in business slacks and a clean white shirt... probably some kind of marketing guy. Lightly stubbled and handsome.

Super awkward, but I asked him to show me what he was thinking about me then pulled him by the hand to the corner to the guardrails in the corner of the lot. It's summer here so it's a bit windy and way more sweaty than I expected, but I could already see him throbbing through his slacks.

We kinda dry kissed and brushed our cheeks against each other while I unzipped and pulled him out. I'm pretty much a nervous wreck at this point but so excited. When he leaned into me I just went with it and used his cock to almost push my underwear to the side. The second I could feel him burning against my skin it just happened.

I kinda peed my pants while holding him almost inside me. Like I could feel it running from the fabric down my hand on his cock and into his slacks. I think I almost whimpered, but it was so intimate and he didn't even move. He looked so nervous when I asked him to squirt for me... and we kinda held each other while he tried. He looked so distracted but when we finally stopped pecking and messily licked each others tongues, I could feel him throbbing.

He jerked let go for a second and I instantly felt his awkward hot pee halfway between my legs. I kinda lost control and just gripped his collar, trying to use it as hot watery lube. It was such an awkward position but I wanted his cock and hot accident pressing against my ass. I could feel it teasing me open when his seed erupted almost inside me.

We said bye and I ran back to my car and turned on the AC, then called my boss, with everything still leaking inside my skirt.

I feel like a freak, but want more. Thoughts?