This is my first time posting this. Its a bit taboo. Delete if it brakes the rules. Its mother daughter stuff and a little extra taboo.

Dear diary Well I'm 19 and already a pervert. It was a good birthday, overall. The ending is what was interesting though. When I masturbated right next to my mother while we sat on the couch together watching TV. I was watching lesbian porn on my phone when she walked in on me. She's completely blind so she didn't see how red my face was.

It was a normal day to start. We went to Megs Dinner for breakfast. Walked around the mall with my mom for a bit. That was fun. We stopped at the food court for lunch and that's when I snuck away. I told mom that I was going to the jewelry store but really I wanted to go to the store just next to it. Even with my mom blind I was nervous. I wanted to go into the sex shop.

I was 19 now and I wanted to see what was behind the blocked out windows. I stopped at the door and looked back at my mom. She was sipping her drink so I turned and went in. I was overwhelmed right away and turned on immediately. I stopped to look at the posters for a moment. Sexy stuff like big boobed girls barely covered. The ones further back were more dirty. Soon the girls were nacked and touching themselves. The last one made me start to get wet. It was a sexy blond with her hands tied behind her back. Ropes wrapped around her body and a ball gag was in her mouth with the hint of drool. I stared at that one for a long moment.

"The ball gags are behind you " said a sweet voice. I turned around in surprise and embarrassment. The speaker was a girl a little older than me. She was cute too with black hair that dropped across her eyes. She was a little shorter than me with boobs that seemed Like they were looking up at me as much as her green eyes. "I…I um," I tried to say something but my mouth was as dry as my pussy was wet. "First time?" She asked sweetly. I nodded, still embarrassed. "Oh lucky me" she said with a mischievous smile, "are you looking for anything special? We have some bondage stuff here. I think a pink ball gag would look cute in you " she bit her lip looking back at me. The flirting wasn't lost on me but my brain was still blank "um…i…um" was all I stammered. "Oh my you are fresh" she said back to me with a blush which made me blush more than I already was.

"Well, my name is Becky. Is there anything you came in for or just looking around?" "Well I just turned 19 today and wanted to see what it's like in here I guess" this brought a big devilish smile to Becky's face and I couldn't help but notice her hard nipples poking through her shirt and she definitely noticed me noticing her hard nipples which brought more smiles, blushing, and giggles. My niples were hard too and my pussy was wet enough to start spoiling my panties. "My name is Alex, I guess I should buy something for my first time being here but I don't have any idea what I want to buy." I continued.

"Well I'm very happy to help you with any of your needs babe" said Becky, still blushing. "Maybe we should look at lingerie or maybe a vibrator? There are couples toys as well if there's a partner in your play time," it was almost a question. "Solo for me for now" I replied. This made her smile still. "Well if you want to change that, this set would do wonders. She showed me a manikin that was sporting very see-through panties and a bra made of lace with a thin and silky nighty that didn't quite go below the butt. "Or if you wanted to try something on, we have a special changing room in the back where you can try on some of our other stuff. I can go with you to ,um, let you know how it looks. My coworker wouldn't mind." She sounded almost shy now.

"Hmm that sounds like it could be fun" I said "but my mom is waiting for me and I shouldn't keep her waiting too long. She's the blind one at the food court. She thinks I'm in the jewelry store next door." Becky was chewing on her lip now obviously horny. "Good point, well here, check this out. It goes on the tip of your finger and vibrates like crazy. They call it the clit tickler. I can attest to how well it works, I have one and I use it everyday." She went on, "I can give you a first time discount too, as long as you promise to think of me when you use it." She gave me a wink. I gulped and said "not a problem there" and she giggled and smiled and blushed.

I wanted to take her there. Grab her by the hair and kiss her hard on her lips and shove her hand down my small denim shorts to show her how wet she made me. She checked me out instead though. " you will want to clean it every time, I wrote my number down if you have more, um, questions. Feel free to text me if you want anything"

I decided then that I would be texting her very soon. " I work almost everyday too so feel free to cum back in and see me" she finished with a wink and emphasis on cum. I told her thank you and that I'll definitely see her again. After that I left. Even though my mom was blind, I hid the bag from the sex shop with my new clit tickler inside one of my other bags and went back to my mom.

The rest of the day went by fast after that. We walked around the mall a while longer then saw a movie. It was a cute romantic comedy with a spicy sex scene. I was still horny from Becky in the sex shop and I caught myself fondling my large perky breasts until one was almost out. Nobody was around us so I let myself go on for a moment since my mom couldn't see right next to me. My nipple had just popped out of my shirt when the scene ended so I put it away.

I was so horny and wet that the rest of the movie I just fantasized about going back to that sex shop to let Becky have her way with me in that back room. The movie ended soon enough and we went to dinner. The food was fancy and delicious. Soon we were full and heading home. Becky's hands groping my boobs and sucking my nipples was all my head wanted to think about.

At home we relaxed for a moment before mom told me she was going to shower and probably get to sleep. I told her I was going to watch TV for a bit before going to bed too. She told me goodnight and gave me a kiss and went off to shower. I got cozy on the sofa and turned on tv. Something mindless to have on in the background.

My panties were soaking wet. I changed into a nightie but kept on the panties so I didn't make a new pair wet. The wet fabric rubbing my ass cheeks was exciting since my nighty didn't quite cover my bubble butt. I knew wherever I sat would probably get a wet spot so I set a towel down and set on it before pulling a blanket over myself.

A quick Google search and I was looking at lesbian porn. Then my other hand started working my hard nipples out. I kept them out of the blanket while I rubbed, pinched and twisted while I watched a girl licking and sucking an older woman's nipples.

I had a mind to text Becky but decided to wait a day to not seem too eager. I liked her and wanted more than just one fling, I wanted her to come back for more of my pussy. I moved my hand between my legs. My pussy was so wet it started to drip once my fingers started touching it. I didn't waste much time before my fingers were rubbing my clit.

I set my phone down where I could still watch and used my other hand on my nipples. Little pinches and twists before letting go and rubbing them. I switched back and forth from nipple to nipple. I kept the blanket below my nipples so my boobs were visible.

"Oh I'm sorry honey I thought you would be in bed, don't mind me, I can't sleep." My mom had come into the room. I froze with my hand still pinching and twisting my nipple. My other hand was still on my pussy. I just sat there staring at her. She was wearing a nightie and panties but that was all.

I tried to speak " I..um" I thought for sure she knew what I was doing but then she sat down right next to me, almost touching my leg. "I like this show too," she said. It was a late night action show on the movie channels with lots of action and sex scenes.

Right then on the TV was a guy and a girl. I knew my mom did watch the show so I left it on and said "yeah it's not bad" with a finger still in my pussy. She didn't say anything, just started listening to the show. Soon the guy on the TV was shirtless and taking off the shirt of some chick. I was so horny I felt myself start dripping down my finger which was still in my pussy.

I noticed my nipple started to get sore and I finally let it go. I sat still then and watched TV with my mom. On the TV, the guy had bent the girl over a table and was lining his cock up with her pussy and pushed in. They only showed her boobs bouncing for a moment but the girls dirty talk was hot. "Oh fuck, yes yes yes. Get it, get it right there," and so on.

"Sounds like I came in at the right time" my mom said with a smile and giggle. "It sounds hot," she said. "Mhmm, it's pretty spicy, '' was my reply. It was too. The guy on TV rolled the girl over and started playing away while the girl started almost screaming. I was too horny to handle it.

My finger was still in my pussy and my boobs were still exposed. I couldn't help it, so I started moving my finger some more. First I just wiggled it, feeling my pussy juices run down my pussy and ass to stop at my ass and soak into my panties and the towel below. Soon I was pulling it in and out. I looked at my mom.

She was listening intently to the TV. They were finishing up the scene. The guy came inside the girl and she was upset about it and now they were fighting. Not as sexy, so I turned back to my phone. I forgot it was on. Now an older woman was holding a girl down on her stomach while finger fucking her pussy.

The camera moved and I could see she had a thumb up the girl's ass too. I looked back at my mom and she hadn't changed so I kept going. I moved my hand to my nipples again, focusing on the one that I hadn't twisted so long. My other hand was working my clit going in small circles stopping to dip a finger inside.

On my phone, the older woman rolled the girl on her back and lifted her pussy up and started licking. The angle made the girl's boobs bounce while she wiggled while the older woman licked and sucked her clit. The older woman brought her face up and her chin was all wet. I pulled my hand away from my pussy and licked my finger. I don't know why but tasting my own pussy juice alway thrilled me. Excitement shot through me.

Suddenly my mom reached across in front of me. "Can you hand me, oh are you naked?" Her hand brushed my hard nipple. I almost moaned out loud but held it back. "Uhm, no I'm just topless. It feels better and we are home and I am 19 now" I quickly said to her. I thought my nipples gave it away. They were so hard and there was no way she couldn't feel it. Her hand brushed right across my nipple so close that her finger flicked it.

"Oh okay hunny, that makes sense. " I had to stop completely before I moaned. I don't know why but her touch made me want to scream and cum. I was close now. My pussy was dripping. My hand hovered just over my clit but I could feel the juices running down my ass. I looked at my phone.

The girl and the older woman were now 69ing with the girl on top. Her ass was adorable and cute and made my hands get back to work. "Oh wait hunny can you hand me my cup? I forgot after touching your boob" my mom asked giggling. "Oh sure" I said and grabbed the cup, with my wet hand that had just been 2 knuckles deep inside my pussy. I don't know why I used that hand but I did.

The blanket fell to my bare waste as I grabbed the cup. I handed it to her and she touched my hand. It was so wet that I could see it. She could feel it too. "Um hunny? Oh nevermind." She said while I stared at her in shock. My pussy juice was on her hand! It was on her cup too. My hand was covered with it. I don't know if she knew then but she didn't say anything. I saw her nose sniff though and then she smiled. I couldn't tell if her face was red. She drank some water and I put my other hand on my pussy while she sipped staring at the wetness on her cup.

She stopped sipping and sat the cup down. This time her hand came very close to my nipples again and I sucked in my breath. Then she sat back down before scooting close to me. So close she was touching my arm with hers. She put that arm around behind my head and scooted even closer until her body was touching mine. "Hold on" I said. I was too hot. I quickly took off the nighty and settled back down in her arms. She wrapped an arm around me and settled the other one on my knee after finding my blanket covered thigh and sliding her hand up it.

I was so horny I needed to cum. My hand went back to my pussy as I sat down but didn't rub yet. I looked up at my mom for a moment. Her nighty had come open a bit and I could see her big boobs. I could see one nipple and it looked hard as a rock. The other was poking through as well. My hand went to my nipple again. My other hand had started to rub my clit even while her arm was wrapped around me.

I tried my hardest to keep my breathing normal. "Are you okay honey?" My mom asked. "I'm good, mom. Just into the show. It was getting back to another sex scene but with 2 girls now. A tall skinny blonde and a brunette with big boobs. They were making out topless and loudly.

"Oh okay honey." She said before pulling me in close. She seemed like she didn't know but I don't know how. I was almost panting. My phone was still going and I could see it. It was a different video. A girl had a stap on now and another girl was tied up over a chair. The united girl was getting ready to make the girl tied down suck the strap on. She didn't get to suck it though, the other girl shoved it in her mouth and started working it down her throat.

Quickly she was fucking her mouth and i was drooling. Both from my pussy and my mouth. I knew soon the puddle would reach my mom. I couldn't stop. I rubbed and pinched my nipple panting. Shoving a finger inside my pussy and then another finger and rubbing my clit with my thumb, my orgasim position. "Are you doing okay down there hunny?" Asked my mom "mhmm" was all I replied and she had me closer and rubbed my knee. It felt so good being touched.

I could hear my fingers as the rubbed my clit and slide inside me. I rubbed and rubbed at finger fucked. My other hand was twisting and pinching my nipple. I switched nipples and it brought my hand in contact with my moms. She didn't say anything or even move so I kept going, bumping her hand as I twisted and pinched.

I moaned a little. On the TV, one girl was on her knees in front of the other girl and on my phone an older woman had come in and was now taking her turn face fucking the girl tied up while the other was on her knees behind the older woman licking her asshole. That was it. I switched nipples again and moaned ",oh mommy" as I came.

The ogasim shook me. I could feel myself squirt all over my panties and soak them and the towel my ass was sitting on. I gushed. It went on and on almost like I peed. I shook so hard my mom grabbed me but didn't say anything. Her arm behind me wrapped around my neck and suddenly grabbed my whole boob and squeezed. I squirted so hard I could hear it. How my mom didn't I have no idea.

I looked at the TV and it was a shootout, very intense. And on my phone, the tied up girl was eating pussy and getting fucked from behind hard. I couldn't stop. My mom kept a hand on my boob still. I think the intense shootout on TV had her distracted.

"It's okay baby. He will be fine, he's the main character." She said with a shaky voice. I think she was grabbing my breast out of excitement from the TV while I orgasimed in her arms. I looked at my phone. They untied the girl and were now making her eat their asses before the other girl grabbed the strap on and started fucking her ass while watching the other two. I was still cumming. I rubbed and pinched my nipples. My mom was still squeezing. I looked up at her and saw her biting her lip hard.

Rub rub rub gush. I squirted once more. The towel was so wet I could feel it. The sofa had to have a wet spot. I let the waves of ecstasy roll over me again and again while I laid back on the sofa. After a moment my mom snapped out of it. "Oh I'm sorry hunny!" She said as she let go of my boob, flicking my nipple again.

"It's okay mommy" I said in a daze. "I was grabbing your boob wasn't I?," she asked. "Yeah but it's okay it didn't feel bad and I didn't notice right away. Thank you mommy." "Thanks for what honey? " she asked. "Um, holding me. It felt really good." I said back thinking quickly. “Oh well we will have to do it again then? If it felt good I'd love to cuddle you more".

"That sounds amazing mom" I replied with a big satisfied smile. I had just came right next to her, a lot. All my brain was thinking though is how good it felt. I just laid there for a long moment. Hardly watching the TV show. "Honey, did something spill? I feel a wet spot under my leg. " my eyes shot open. "Um oh crap your glass spilled a little" I quickly replied. "Oh okay, I'll get a towel." She quickly stood to get one but I noticed her nighty come open.

The sex scene apparently turned her on because her nipples were hard and her face was red. She quickly came back in with a towel. I quickly got up before she came back so she wouldn't accidently feel the wet had come from me squirting a puddle next to her moments ago. I was planning on taking the towel from her so she didn't have to touch my cum but before I could she was already on her knees patting the sofa where my ass just was.

"Wow, it's really wet here. I didn't realize my cup was so full." Something happened then. Seeing her cleaning up my cum turned me on. Suddenly I was horny again and my pussy was getting wet again. Mom dabbed the towel onto my squirted cum for a moment before getting another towel and setting it down for me to sit, then she sat back down with her arms open for more cuddles. I immediately sat down next to her but she kind of scooped me into her lap. "Oh I'm sorry honey, my cup got you wet as well huh? My mom asked.

Then I realized my squirted in panties and wet ass and pussy were right on her upper thigh. "Oh shoot I didn't notice" I quickly got up. Looking back I could see the wet spot I made on my moms leg and my panties were freshly wet. "I'm sorry I got you wet mommy." I apologized. "It's okay. The show is over and it's pretty late. I'm tired now, are you?" She asked.

"Yeah I am a little beat." I replied. "I think I'm going to lay in bed and get some sleep. The show is over anyway." We said goodnight and gave a hug and a kiss. I kissed her on the lips like we often do but I lingered longer than I meant too. Then she went to bed and I did too, dreaming of Becky and her perky tits in that back room. Not a bad birthday.