My mind is blank and empty.

I'll start by saying that I've tried self hypnosis and meditation before with little success. But I read something about combining it with psychedelics, and thought it would be worth a try.

I have used mushrooms in micro dose levels for their mental health benefits for a few years now, and had a supply on hand. So without much trepidation I took a dose higher than usual (1g to start) and prepared a space for myself.

I lay naked on my bed, with a space heater keeping the room quite warm as I tend to get cold when using shrooms. I had already decided to start with Shibby's "Orgasmic training series".

I went into this experience with certain doubts, as I've never been in trance before, but hoped the addition of the psychedelics would lower certain barriers. And boy, was I rewarded!

To start I have to Shibby made me feel safe, happy, and cared for through the entire experience. Which I think greatly contributed to my ability to let go.

Over the next 5 hours I worked my way through the first 9 nights of the series. I know that's not how it's supposed to be done, but every time she woke me from my trance I just wanted to continue!

My memories of what happened in the trance state are fuzzy and distant, but if I really work at it I can pick out details from certain audio files. Such as being led up the side of a volcano...

The strange thing is, I had at least 4 (I think more like 6 or 7) orgasms during the experience, but didn't ejaculate at all! However the orgasms I did have were longer, more powerful, and more fulfilling than anything I've ever experienced!

This all happened two nights ago, and I'm still processing it, and while I would never encourage anyone to jump into psychedelics and hypnosis without serious forethought, I know it's something I'll be doing again.

So, this is really a long winded way of saying THANK YOU! to Shibby for producing such quality content, and making it available to us. I know my journey has just begun.